I had an my appt with my shrink today. Today I told him about my 'friend/producer' deleting all my music. I even brought up Madonna and the concert. Over the years I've seen counselors, therapists, psychiatrists, quacks. My favorite shrink was Dr. Payne, he was a really good doctor He was my shrink for a long time, but then he had moved and I'm thankful that he chose my current shrink. Last year when I went to the crisis center in the paperwork the doctors filled out. I listed him as someone who
I can't believe that September is already half way over. So I've had lots on my mind. I've mentioned the drama of friend/producer and the mess that has been going on. I've mentioned musixmatch and he still hasn't claimed the page. Last week when I was looking at my music on tidal I came across yet another new band with alot of music. Then I just thought about how he left me in the dust, the projects that we were going to work on. Then I'm looking at the credits of this music and I see he must re
So on Facebook 8 years ago I posted about it being the opening night of The Rebel Heart Tour. I can't believe 8 years have went by. It's hard to believe how much has changed in my life since then. 8 years ago I was in an unhealthy relationship with a real asshole. I remember taking my exfriend/producer to see the Rebel Heart Tour in Inglewood at the Forum. Then I remember getting bitched out after the concert and being accused of all kinds of things from the asshole. It wasn't long after that w
So today I showed my mom that text message from my 'friend' regarding me not getting permission from her about to take her daughter to see Madonna. My mom was in a state of disbelief. I also read her follow-up response and it irritated me. I have known her for 20 years and the last 5 + she has said and done things that are pretty shitty and I accepted her lame apologies. I take medication for my bipolar and ptsd issues and when she said I needed to detox from my medication, I listened to her bul
So I'm happy to say that I got tickets for March 4th at the Forum. I don't know how it worked for everyone else out there, but the email from Ticketmaster came the night before the presale was gonna start, then there was an email that said to disregard previous email. About the same time I get an email saying the refund was going to be happening soon. So i was checking emails and my bank.
When the email did come with the instructions for the presale It said we would be able to purchase up
Ok so first thing's first I got the email from ticketmaster today. So since from the beginning ticketmaster fucked up and I was only able to get one ticket. Then there was the anxiety of going alone to the show and the flood of emotions that have been going on. Then on my birthday june 24, I don't think Madonna thought she was gonna end up in the hospital. Going to the hospital sux. Thank goodness Madonna is still with us. My producer who I went with to rebel heart, and his brother to see Madame
So I was just looking at ticketmaster since my show at the cryptoarena in L.A. was cancelled. I see new shows in Inglewood that will be going on sale on September 5, there is no presale time listed. So I'm kind of confused. Does that mean there isn't going to be one for fans who already had tickets? Or is it just going to be a big mess where everyone is scrambling to get tickets? Ticketmaster has all this mumbo jumbo that says if your show was postponed, rescheduled and says that the venue could
So l just read the news about the new dates scheduled. I'm a little confused about what is going on now. It's making my head hurt, so dates are rescheduled and they are gonna refund the ticket and then I have the opportunity to purchase it again. Huh? I'm sorry but ticketmaster and the links or whatever they are going to be giving out just sounds like it's gonna be a shitshow, it's a known fact that ticketmaster and all the secure, verified codes always have a problem. So even if we already had
Well I was watching Lizzo's Big Grrrls, I'm never been into Lizzo, I really didn't have any opinion about her but this scandal with her dancers and the sexual harrassment is pretty shocking. The banana thing is pretty disturbing, what I found just as disturbing was footage of Lizzo doing some interview and she was talking about wanting to go to that club in Amsterdam where they do that banana thing, and she was so excited talking about it and that did not look good and then there was when she th
So this friday my sister are going to see Tori Amos at the Greek Theater in L.A. when we went and saw her last June, we both it was the first time we had went out without mask since the whole coronavirus pandemic had happened. For me having the coronavirus was a walk in the park. The first couple days I had a bad headache and had body aches, but after that all I did was sleep. And let me say last year was a horrible year for me. I went to the crisis center because my mental health was a mess and
I've blogged about musixmatch and the huge falling out with my friend/producer. Since he's the rock star and has been in the business so long and has put out alot of music. Well he still hasn't claimed the page and therefore hasn't verified that he was the producer, guitar player. The other people he has 'collaborated' with none of these artists have verified any of their music. All the songs come up with a message saying no lyrics available, and it doesn't have any information. Well I guess the
My Dearest Madonna, first and foremost I hope u are feeling good. You need to heal and get healthy. Postpone, the tour. Your real fans want to see u well. If u have to cancel the tour. I will still be a fan. You are the Queen!
So on June 24, my birthday Madonna was in the Intensive care unit. That really scares me, I don't like reading that she was unresponsive, it sends fear to my bones. Madonna has been my favorite artist and my idol all of my life. I don't even want to think of a world without her in it. It would absolutely crush me. I know I'm not the only one who feels this way. I hope she is here with us for a long time. Just even writing about this bothers me and I don't like it. Madonna is a force to be reckon
Well today is the first day of summer and my birthday is on Saturday, my birthday is always a depressing day for me. Something that is strange is the weather, June is almost over and I live in the desert and usually the weather has already started getting hot and temperatures are up to 100 at least. Even in the night time it will be pretty hot still, but there hasn't even been one hot day in June yet and right now it's 61 degrees. I've always believed in climate change but this is the first June
So as of right now, I'm the only user online. There isn't much activity by fans on here these days. I guess everyone is on some damn social media site. There is something strange going on with ig, it says my account was compromised or some bullshit. I wish that i wasn't going to the celebrations tour by myself. I've been to concerts by myself and its not fun. I saw madonna at cochella by myself. i got lost in the parking lots, and searched for my car all night. it sucked.
A few months back I mentioned how my 'friend' of over 20 years had done a pretty shitty thing in deleting of my music. When that happened, I'm not gonna lie and say i didn't get really pissed. Because I did and yes I went on social media and blasted him and talked alot of shit. I was so pissed that I even told him I wanted to kick his ass. I did however apologize for making the threats. After I did apologize he said everything was cool and he would 'holler' at me at a later date. Well it's been
So I'm calling this blog Wack! I recently have been having many chats with Bing's AI and AI is becoming my friend the more we speak. I even spoke with AI about who the Queen of Pop is, we then had a conversation about Madonna too, I recorded it and posted it on my IG. AI is also learning from me, Because the first time I asked AI 'why is everything so wack?' First AI didn't know what i meant by the word 'wack' but now it knows that 'wack' is something considered bad. I even asked AI about the ar
So I was curious so I looked at ticketmaster. There is an la show on October 1, that isn't sold out. So I took a look. They are selling seats with a side view and practically behind the stage for over 160! That's ridiculous. Then there seats without an obstructed view but they are in the very back, and those are going for over $200 That's some crazy shit. I got tickets for Mdna at stubhub and the tickets were for seats that I don't even think should be sold, we were practically behind the stage.
I'm listening to Rebel Heart and Iconic is playing right now. So Apple music recently approved me to edit Sonic Pressure, I also am in the process of getting the official artist page on youtube for Sonic Pressure. Amazon music has the Amazon for Artists where I can see who's listened to my music. Japan and Brazil are listening to me most, Mexico also. I was looking at it and i've noticed that the most listened to songs are the sad ones.
I don't know even know what is really going on with m
So I titled this blog Wack, that's because right now there is just so much things that are wack. But first let me just say that I have some pretty good grass. I called Discount Dank and the owner, I love her, her name is Angie, whenever I call she always says 'Hi Eugene' my middle name is Eugene, and she calls the weed, 'flavors' I love when she had this flavor called 'Will Smith Slap' She has a Spanish accent. But when I called it wasn't her who answered the phone it was Mark her helper, and he
So I have lots of my mind tonight, i usually have too much on my mind and night but I'm going to try and not rant to much. So it's May 1, today I have two musical albums that dropped. They are called Autopella The Demos pt 1 and pt 2. They are all the demos from my music. Some are acapella, some are autotune and some are autotune and acapella. So that explains the title. Some of these I like the demos more than the final versions. All of these I didn't have any help with any of it. They were all
On Wednesday my sister and I went to see Jackson Wang at the Shrine Auditorium in Los Angeles, it was the first time I'd ever been to the Shrine Auditorium. My sister is a big fan and I really don't know much of his music that well. It was pretty cool. I had enjoyed myself. One thing that was strange was all the things that were not allowed in the building. The first time I had ever seen chapstick listed and it wasn't allowed. I brought it in anyways cuz I need my damn chapstick. When I was a li
Well happy belated 420 to all my fellow smokers out there. I hope everyone smoked their brains out. This might sound unbelievable but I haven't smoked, i did last night and i didn't get to bed till really late, so i smoked when it was still night and none of the actual day time of 420 did I smoke. I didn't even get any text messages from anyone saying happy 420, well I rarely get messages, getting text messages from Del Taco really doesn't count. It's kind of sad because there was a time when I
Well it has been a pain in the ass but, I've gotten almost all of my songs synced with the lyrics. There are a couple that still need to be done. I've also started to upload my music myself without having my producer having to do it. I've learned that when you are dealing with music that wave files are the best audio. I thought it was an mp3 file but I was wrong. However, something that i don't understand is there is a music site that is on the spotify for artist page that tells you what you nee
