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Too Racy

So apparently I was told by 'my friend' that Madonna's tour is 'too racey and that she has 'topless' dancers and she has school.  So she's not allowing her daughter to go. Well all I know is that I was going to take her for her birthday. She was never going to let her go. I'm officially done. My brother has already agreed to go so I'm happy about that. I am irritated with her bullshit,  she needs to pick a lane. Instead of giving multiple reasons. She first mentioned her having school being the

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February

I'm glad Valentines Day is over. I kept myself as far as I could from anything that would have made me start to think about things that wouldn't be healthy for me. I think I did an alright job. Now I'm just thinking of how fast the days are gonna go by until SClub on February 27 and then days later is March 4 and Madonna! I've managed to not watch any tour footage online and I still don't know what the exact setlist is. I've seen the new merch added but from what other fans have said I haven't h

Kim Kardashian Hollywood App Ending

So on April 9 the Kim Kardashian Hollywood Game app will be no more. I'm not very happy about that, I'm not the only one who is displeased because someone started an actual petition to keep the game going. I'm not ashamed to say that I signed it and even left made a video comment. There is a thread on reddit with players of the game. There are some diehard fans who have been playing the game for 10 years, I've played the game for on and off for the last 5 years and it's only been the last year t

Bozos

So I just read about those two bozos that are suing Madonna and Livenation. I can just imagine these two queens must be like. This is so ridiculous, I bet they must be really cool to hang out with. LMAO 

New Year Unhappy Me

I have alot on my mind tonight. It's so annoying. First I just need to mention Christmas Eve, It was a couple days before Christmas and my sister tells me that her daughter was speaking to ex friends daughter, and she was talking about christmas eve with my family and how she already had her outfit picked out. So I tried my best to stay calm but i was having some major anxiety. I hadn't seen or spoke to my 'soul sister' and the last message I got from her was very passive aggressive text after I

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Not another Grinder story.

The day started with me putting up birthday decorations for my nephew's birthday. Well I never really hesitate about writing my blog here at Icon and that has never happened. But like Madonna taught me to express myself. So that I've already talked about how toxic grinder is and how it's not good for my mental health. But that my last blog was about some guy from grinder now my next blog is about a guy from grinder. So before I even continue I'm going get things straight. There were never any nu

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A Grinder Story

So as much as I feel like a douche for using grinder but I'm gonna share a story. About 2 or 3 years ago I spoke to this dude on there plenty of times. We flirted but had never met eachother. Then I didn't see him online for a couple years and a few months ago, he appeared online and we started to chat. He's a cute guy, and he never said anything that was strange or creepy. So we met in the end of October, It's no secret how lonely I've been and i've really needed and wanted someone to talk to.

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SClub!

So right now I'm blasting Sclub! I got tickets to see them in Los Angeles in February, My sister is going to go with me. She wasn't familiar with Sclub, I sent her the video for Sclub Party! I use to watch the tv show. It was so hokey. I've been blasting them alot lately, I've been fighting off the blues and Sclub is a good weapon to use. The song Reach is really positive and makes me feel good when I listen to it. The television show was a fun and hokey show. The concert is the 25 year reunion!

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25 Years Ago

So 25 years ago today Britney Spears released her first single! And tomorrow her book comes out! Also my song 'Flameburger' is going to be released again! Today I my Confessions on a Dancefloor record arrived in the mail, it's really beautiful, on the weekend I got my Glory record. That is the first Britney record that I have.  In other news, those fake friends that I have mentioned pulled another cowardly act, my niece was visiting and she sent their daughter a text because they are friend

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Sad

I had a dentist appointment today. Going to the dentist is no fun. But I guess it's better than going to the hospital. I have another appointment on Halloween to get the final crown. It's been two years almost since my appendix ruptured and all that pain. I've been feeling down and kind of sad. Then the whole deal with my 'friend/producer' He really threw me under the bus and this being one of the biggest betrayals and stabs in the back that I've ever felt. After over 25 years of being a friend

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Yikes

I just read an article 'Madonna fans rage after concert cut short'  So I guess on Sunday night, due to the curfew laws that the tour abruptly ended. That is one good thing about living in California, there is no curfew. Of the 9 times I've seen Madonna, she's always been late, I think most of the time she has hit the stage well after 10 pm, It's never bothered me, it would be cool if she would appear earlier, but all good things come to those who wait. But when there is a curfew involved, that k

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The Struggle

So I just read that Suzanne Somers died. I actually had a thighmaster.  I also just got really sad and cried earlier today.  So since it is now officially 'Celebration tour' mode I always avoid watching because I don't want any spoilers. I've caught glances of the stage and outfits, but so far I have not learned of a the set list. I'm gathering she does Billie Jean, I'm getting goosebumps. However it's gonna be hard to stay in the dark till March. 

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11 years Ago

It was 11 years ago tonight that I went to the MDNA Tour at the Staples Center. My facebook page had it in the memories today along with videos and photos I had posted. It was the worst seats I've ever had, we were practically behind the stage. From my seat I could see members of the crew and people working behind the stage. It was terrible seats also, most of the time after a concert your ears are kind of plugged. I remember that not being an issue but what I do remember was that the vibration

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The Exorcist

Tonight I went and saw the new Exorcist movie. It wasn't the worst movie ever but I was really hoping that Pazuzu was going to be getting crazy. Some of it or actually most of it I was kind of confused. The more I think of it, the movie was really actually a mess. I did like when the line 'Your cunting daughter' being said but for the most part it seemed like a big mess it was all over the place. It's like it's trying to be connected to The Exorcist, then it starts getting into something differe

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Really

So we all know how much ticketmaster sux ass. I mentioned that I on ticketmaster, I didn't qualify for the pay monthly plan. But I did qualify for the 4 payment option. Since this is apparently suppose to help people who aren't rich. You would think that it would be each month, well if you thought that you are wrong. Early they took a payment and just a couple days ago was another payment. If you ask me that's some pretty shady shit. I really don't like that they use the guise of these payment p

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Shrink.

I had an my appt with my shrink today. Today I told him about my 'friend/producer' deleting all my music. I even brought up Madonna and the concert. Over the years I've seen counselors, therapists, psychiatrists, quacks. My favorite shrink was Dr. Payne, he was a really good doctor He was my shrink for a long time, but then he had moved and I'm thankful that he chose my current shrink. Last year when I went to the crisis center in the paperwork the doctors filled out. I listed him as someone who

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September

I can't believe that September is already half way over. So I've had lots on my mind. I've mentioned the drama of friend/producer and the mess that has been going on. I've mentioned musixmatch and he still hasn't claimed the page. Last week when I was looking at my music on tidal I came across yet another new band with alot of music. Then I just thought about how he left me in the dust, the projects that we were going to work on. Then I'm looking at the credits of this music and I see he must re

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8 Years Ago

So on Facebook 8 years ago I posted about it being the opening night of The Rebel Heart Tour. I can't believe 8 years have went by. It's hard to believe how much has changed in my life since then. 8 years ago I was in an unhealthy relationship with a real asshole. I remember taking my exfriend/producer to see the Rebel Heart Tour in Inglewood  at the Forum. Then I remember getting bitched out after the concert and being accused of all kinds of things from the asshole. It wasn't long after that w

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Friendship Over

So today I showed my mom that text message from my 'friend' regarding me not getting permission from her about to take her daughter to see Madonna. My mom was in a state of disbelief. I also read her follow-up response and it irritated me. I have known her for 20 years and the last 5 + she has said and done things that are pretty shitty and I accepted her lame apologies. I take medication for my bipolar and ptsd issues and when she said I needed to detox from my medication, I listened to her bul

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Celebration Tour

So I'm happy to say that I got tickets for March 4th at the Forum. I don't know how it worked for everyone else out there, but the email from Ticketmaster came the night before the presale was gonna start, then there was an email that said to disregard previous email. About the same time I get an email saying the refund was going to be happening soon. So i was checking emails and my bank.  When the email did come with the instructions for the presale It said we would be able to purchase up

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Not Deja Vu

Ok so first thing's first I got the email from ticketmaster today. So since from the beginning ticketmaster fucked up and I was only able to get one ticket. Then there was the anxiety of going alone to the show and the flood of emotions that have been going on. Then on my birthday june 24, I don't think Madonna thought she was gonna end up in the hospital. Going to the hospital sux. Thank goodness Madonna is still with us. My producer who I went with to rebel heart, and his brother to see Madame

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So Wack

So I was just looking at ticketmaster since my show at the cryptoarena in L.A. was cancelled. I see new shows in Inglewood that will be going on sale on September 5, there is no presale time listed. So I'm kind of confused. Does that mean there isn't going to be one for fans who already had tickets? Or is it just going to be a big mess where everyone is scrambling to get tickets? Ticketmaster has all this mumbo jumbo that says if your show was postponed, rescheduled and says that the venue could

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Celebration Tour

So l just read the news about the new dates scheduled. I'm a little confused about what is going on now. It's making my head hurt, so dates are rescheduled and they are gonna refund the ticket and then I have the opportunity to purchase it again. Huh? I'm sorry but ticketmaster and the links or whatever they are going to be giving out just sounds like it's gonna be a shitshow, it's a known fact that ticketmaster and all the secure, verified codes always have a problem. So even if we already had

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