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  1. butch1977

    Life
    I really wish I could have amnesia. Becuase if I did I'm pretty sure I wouldn't be up at 3:30 am on using the kim kardashian hollywood app. I first downloaded that years ago. It's like grinder i've deleted it then downloaded it again. i never really got into the game much but the last few weeks, I've been getting really sad and at night it gets pretty sad. I'd much rather be on the kardashian app at 330 then talking to some asshole on grinder because i'm lonely. Anyways on the app, i just got married. One of the games was to go on a date with one of the characters. So I went on dates with Jacob Smith and the way the characters talk to each other it's really hokey but i think its cool. it always has the option on the date to continue the date or to break up. But i would always accept him calling. Yesterday the option came up to propose, and i chose to propose and then got married. Now whenever my character goes to one of my homes in hollywood or downtown la, whenever i go into the downtown la condo not only is my cat and fish in there but Jacob is in there and he tells me how he loves me. Then in my hollywood condo my dog will be there and Jacob is there also and he always tells me he loves me. I wish I could have amnesia or turn my life into the app and have someone tell me how much they love me. Yesterday when i read it and it said your husband, i first got this sad feeling and i keep the sad feelings away but they are always there. If I had amnesia then there would be no memories that are going to make life painful, i could make all new ones. Being haunted by good memories is something I never thought I would believe but when sabotage comes into the universe. Things are turned upside down and you just have to hold onto whatever you can because you have no control over anything 
  2. butch1977

    Music
    I am astounded with the amount of guys who don't know what gooning is. There are other terms and definitions but some aren't necessarily true. Well gooning out is would be under the umbrella of m********ion. So I'm not going get into details because it is explicit but if u are a detective you can find my demonstration video 'What is gooning, pt. 1-5' at bateworld .com lmao. I wonder if anyone will read this and do some Sherlock Holmes shit. I probably share way too much personal information on my social media. But that's how I roll and keep it real. Like right now I'm feeling so lonely I hate it, it's just really sad. Today I chose the order for the songs on 'Happy Hokey'  this is the 4th EP in the set of 5. There are seven songs. I write all the lyrics. The melodies are from my head. The songs, 'the real young man' 'little' 'my Spanish Stuff ' those songs I wrote them but my friend producer composed the music. When we're in the studio we start with the piano melody and he does all the mixing, the way to explain it is I'm explaining what the sound should sound like. And we build from there.
  3. butch1977

    Life
    On Wednesday my sister and I went to see Jackson Wang at the Shrine Auditorium in Los Angeles, it was the first time I'd ever been to the Shrine Auditorium. My sister is a big fan and I really don't know much of his music that well. It was pretty cool. I had enjoyed myself. One thing that was strange was all the things that were not allowed in the building. The first time I had ever seen chapstick listed and it wasn't allowed. I brought it in anyways cuz I need my damn chapstick. When I was a little kid in school, my lips would get so chapped and they would hurt. My lips are kinda big I guess, my brother use to call me Mick Jagger all the time, but they are real. I've always had a big ass too. I'm glad to say that it is real also. I think that fake kim kardashian ass's are one of the most ridiculous looking kind of plastic surgery that people get. Besides that BBL being really dangerous and lots of people dying during the surgery. It just looks really bad and it looks really unnatural and I don't see why so many people have done it. Just the other day this 'kim kardashian' look alike onlyfans content creator had died during some kind of plastic surgery. I don't know what she was having done, but it looks like she previously had a BBL and breast augmentation. Her face resembled Kim Kardashian but she already had major surgery. I know i've always thought my nose was way too big and it is something that i have said that I'd get it fixed, but when I saw a nose job being performed and the doctor hitting the nose with a hammer. That looked scary as hell so I'm good with my nose. Something that I am having some issues with is my vision. My night vision is getting scarier and scarier it seems and just looking at the screen while I type this it's really blurry and i'm having double vision issues, i'm not sure exactly what it is but. It is something that I've noticed has been getting worse, and driving home the other night, had moments where i have to really. I've driven home from los angeles at night many times, and i never had been scared or driving. But at this rate, i'm concerned at how bad my vision is going to be in October when it's time to go see madonna, and since i'll be going by myself, i'm kind of nervous. Today I had this scary thought of what if I go blind or if something bad is happening. My mom said that my dad said he was having vision issues and that was when he was diagnosed with diabetes. It also runs in my family so I just might be doomed. I hope not.
  4. butch1977

    Lyrics
    Well it has been a pain in the ass but, I've gotten almost all of my songs synced with the lyrics. There are a couple that still need to be done. I've also started to upload my music myself without having my producer having to do it. I've learned that when you are dealing with music that wave files are the best audio. I thought it was an mp3 file but I was wrong. However, something that i don't understand is there is a music site that is on the spotify for artist page that tells you what you need to do to edit your lyrics and have them all with your music. The site is musixmatch, besides it being pretty frustrating. To sync your music they tell you that it needs to be from the same file that was used in uploading the song. I had most of them uploaded but some of them are able to sync without having a premium spotify account, So with those ones I had to upload the audio file, When I uploaded the wave file, I was given an error message saying that the file was too big and to use another file, wtf? so then I used the mp3 file and it let me do that. So how is it that when I am trying to sync my music, the website can't handle the larger and better file, then it would truly of been synced. But apparently for this musicmatch site syncing with the same file like you would think would be correct isn't possible, I'm not an expert in sound and technology but this just doesn't make sense. When my profile was verified I was up all night doing it and then I needed a break and i had such i migraine after it and then i had to redo what i did. This happened over and over again, and to make it even more confusing, each time you would go to a song it would have a popup that said a draft was saved and if I wanted to open it. That popup came on twice each time and I was so confused and Id be editing one that I had already done, and but it reverted back to the way before. That is just the editing lyrics and credits. The syncing the music was a whole other pain in the ass. But i've been determined to get my lyrics correct and the credits correct. 
  5. butch1977

    Music
    So I have no idea who Tokisha is and I really don't have any desire to know who she is. The little that I heard from the Hung Up remix was dreadful. Madonna has always had the best remixes so this is disappointing. The amount of fans who are turning their back on Madonna seems to be rising. It's pretty sad.
  6. butch1977

    Life
    So I'm calling this blog calm. I've been feeling anything but calm lately. My emotions have been out of control, and i've been having this anxiety attacks. Valentines day sucked, I was dreading it before it even came. It's like im trying to do whatever I can to not let myself get sad. And no matter how hard i try and try it just feels like i'm in a hole and i can't get out of it. I've been putting together an epilogue to the 5 eps, There are 3 songs that just kind of happened when I was recording the demos, then there are autotune versions of the songs, When I did the first demos, i had an autotune feature on and I wasn't aware of it. Then on some demos I changed the words slightly and some of them are more emotional than the others. There's a bunch of Spanish demos too. This project and these songs isn't something that I'm going to want to bring them from the vault, they were all sang and each one needs and deserves a chance to be heard even if the quality is'nt the best. Sometimes I feel like i'm torturing myself when i hear them because hearing them can make me really sad. When you listen to a sad song that you wrote yourself, i never thought i'd have songs and this era of my life has been a real test. I am really trying my best to not get to negative. I'm still alive. I'm still alive.
  7. butch1977

    Life
    So on June 24, my birthday Madonna was in the Intensive care unit. That really scares me, I don't like reading that she was unresponsive, it sends fear to my bones. Madonna has been my favorite artist and my idol all of my life. I don't even want to think of a world without her in it. It would absolutely crush me. I know I'm not the only one who feels this way. I hope she is here with us for a long time. Just even writing about this bothers me and I don't like it. Madonna is a force to be reckoned with, she's strong and she's also human. And human's unfortunately aren't invinceable. I wonder why I'm the only online user right now. I know everyone else is probably on some kind of other social media but I really would like to see more Iconers more active on here. I know the forum has active users I use to be more active in the forums but not very much these days. Maybe I should try and get more active.
     
  8. butch1977

    Madonna
    So l just read the news about the new dates scheduled. I'm a little confused about what is going on now. It's making my head hurt, so dates are rescheduled and they are gonna refund the ticket and then I have the opportunity to purchase it again. Huh? I'm sorry but ticketmaster and the links or whatever they are going to be giving out just sounds like it's gonna be a shitshow, it's a known fact that ticketmaster and all the secure, verified codes always have a problem. So even if we already had a ticket it's getting refunded and we have have to do it again. And ticketmaster is going to 'make sure we will get a seat that will be like what our previous ticket was. This is some bullshit, When I got that ticket, ticketmaster was having issues. It would only let me purchase one ticket and then it said you had the option to pay later, but that didn't work. So I don't know about this. I saw some people on IG were not happy with what was going on. I was thinking, the tickets were being honored but this getting refunded and then having a 'chance' to purchase a ticket again. 
    Personally with this news, I think Madonna should cancel this tour and focus on her health. I think it's too soon for her to go on a world tour when she was in the hospital in June. She needs to focus on her healing and when she's had rest she should come with a whole new set of dates. I think it would be best to start fresh. So everything will be fresh.
  9. butch1977

    music
    it's after 4  am . I'm trying to not let my mind think about what I don't want it to. It worries me. I've been having this really negative feeling it. It seems like a new kind of low 
  10. butch1977

    Madonna
    It was 11 years ago tonight that I went to the MDNA Tour at the Staples Center. My facebook page had it in the memories today along with videos and photos I had posted. It was the worst seats I've ever had, we were practically behind the stage. From my seat I could see members of the crew and people working behind the stage. It was terrible seats also, most of the time after a concert your ears are kind of plugged. I remember that not being an issue but what I do remember was that the vibration from the sound had me feeling more nauseous than anything. I got those awful seats from stubhub, there were actually even more seats that were worse than mine and they were all occupied. Obstructed views are one thing but being able to see the stage crew hanging on pulley's and other things was ridiculous. It should be against the law to sell seats that bad. That is one good thing I know for sure that my seats for the celebration tour aren't an obstructed view they are in the first row of the section I am in and it's from a front view of the stage not the side. I remember being excited when about the MDNA dvd coming out because my view at the actual concert was shit. But the botched DVD, I put it on and it before Madonna even appeared the picture pixelated and froze up, I returned it to Amazon and the replacement did the same thing. Then Amazon refunded my money and said it was no longer available, So after trying to purchase it and not being able to that was when I illegally downloaded it. What other choice did I have. I still believe that it was sabotage, because after all the years of buying Madonna merchandise, I never had a problem with anything not playing or not working. Also where the dvd started to pixelate was very suspicious, it was right when Madonna was going to be seen. Who knows I could be reaching for straws but that is just what I thought. That was before I owned a blu ray player but I remember there were people having issues with the sound on the blu ray as well. Also at the Mdna tour they ran out of tour programs, how the hell do you run out of programs at a show in Los Angeles?
    When I went to see Madame X, I got the poster and it ended up with a big crease in it because they 'didn't have rubber bands' That really didn't bother me because I saw the crease as evidence and a memory of a great show, but still a rubber band would have helped because the poster was thick paper and it didn't really stay rolled up it kept unrolling itself. I do prefer to buy the programs online after and have it mailed because then it's not damaged. 
  11. butch1977

    Celebrations tour
    Ok so first thing's first I got the email from ticketmaster today. So since from the beginning ticketmaster fucked up and I was only able to get one ticket. Then there was the anxiety of going alone to the show and the flood of emotions that have been going on. Then on my birthday june 24, I don't think Madonna thought she was gonna end up in the hospital. Going to the hospital sux. Thank goodness Madonna is still with us. My producer who I went with to rebel heart, and his brother to see Madame X and her mother to see confessions opening night. It was their daughters birthday yesterday. I have videos of her when she was just just a little girl and listening to Madonna on head phones but in the video she, In such excitement she says "I'm Blasting Madonna!" she turned 14 So it became clear that her birthday gift will be seeing Madonna's Celebration Tour. So that is what I'm planning to do. To all the Iconers who are now in the midst of dealing with ticketmaster drama. I hope and with the best for all and sending love to Madonna! 
  12. butch1977

    Life
    I had an my appt with my shrink today. Today I told him about my 'friend/producer' deleting all my music. I even brought up Madonna and the concert. Over the years I've seen counselors, therapists, psychiatrists, quacks. My favorite shrink was Dr. Payne, he was a really good doctor He was my shrink for a long time, but then he had moved and I'm thankful that he chose my current shrink. Last year when I went to the crisis center in the paperwork the doctors filled out. I listed him as someone who would listen to me. My doctor said he sounded very selfish. I really have to stop thinking about it. I always did hold the studio time as a something very special and something magical. We were suppose to create Lee's Song we discussed it many times. The Epilogue was something he was supposed to be involved with and he showed zero interest. On musixmatch I see how he's been putting out new music out pretty much since Pandemic and the latest new band is putting out so much new content and all his content has incomplete music metadata. 
  13. butch1977

    Lyrics
    Hello to anyone who reads my blogs, I really don't think anyone does but I do this for myself and to document things as best as I can. I've always blogged here at madonna.com and I've blogged about my personal life and just about everything else that's on my mind at the time. On spotify I recently got verified so I can add and edit all my lyrics, I will even be able to sync them with the music. It is more complicated than you think, you cannot simply copy and paste. Ive uploaded lots of my lyrics but I have to do some editing because some are not proper. Numbers need to be written out, each line of the song needs to be written out. Putting repeat lyrics isn't the correct way so I don't want to look stupid. But it is going to take some time. It's not something that can be done in one night. I have over 25 songs that have officially been released. I wrote and composed them all. I had a friend who helped with mixing and the production. He contributed alot to the building of the songs, but all the lyrics came from me. Previously the lyrics had my friends name as a writer, but that wasn't the case, I'm totally for sharing credit of my songs with him , but the song writer credit, isn't one to be shared because he didn't put any input lyrically to any of the songs. So I keep shit real and having my name as sole songwriter was and is the only way I'm going to do it. I am also listed as lead vocals and that the piano is played by me. My legal name is now down and states Sonic Pressure as my stage name. So almost all my songs have lyrics , Ranch and Flameburger still need to be added. But the sync will take some time, so you won't be able to sing along with the lyrics just yet. But you can read all the lyrics so on songs where u aren't quite sure what was sang the lyrics are available!
  14. butch1977

    gooning
    lSo I went on Grindr and saw or spoke to at least five guys who did not have any idea of what gooning out is or Goon, bator, gooner and I had to explain it to them but just a minute ago I see a notification come up on my phone and it's from scruff and I could see what the message says and it says 'come pick me up' one time I asked him if he knew what gooning was and he didn't know and he said he was fine and okay with not knowing it and gooning out is very serious. Let me see there are many terms that are not the actual correct definition of gooning and there's all different levels of gooning so gooning out Goon to goon, okay wait a minute okay the definition for gooning is

    'Gooning maybe most simply defined as that state usually achieved after a prolonged edging session when a man becomes completely hypnotized by the feeling radiating his p*nis since a gooning state can only be achieved after edging the man's d*ck will have become mightily aroused at this point and every caress the male genitals are subjected to will trigger potent elation as the man keeps edging and thus keeps experiencing intense pleasure he enters a State of Trance where his mind intimately merges with his c*ck and the gooning state where he and his d*ck become one to be more accurate when the gooning state is achieved the man's body becomes for all purpose and intent is p*nis that was the definition of the correct term for gooning.
     So on my only fans page it says I was pondering the idea of making a gooning video to goon or not to goon that is the question and there is a site called bateWorld. There is a brotherhood. So well thats all happy sunday
  15. butch1977

    Life
    Well happy belated 420 to all my fellow smokers out there. I hope everyone smoked their brains out. This might sound unbelievable but I haven't smoked, i did last night and i didn't get to bed till really late, so i smoked when it was still night and none of the actual day time of 420 did I smoke. I didn't even get any text messages from anyone saying happy 420, well I rarely get messages, getting text messages from Del Taco really doesn't count. It's kind of sad because there was a time when I had a couple friends that were serious smokers and I was very close to. I have to realize that when you don't hear from someone even if this person said they wanted to be friends you never hear anything then that is saying basically I don't want to be your friend and to ***CENSORED*** off. I need to face the fact that a friendship is over. At one time we were engaged and I was so happy. We never got into arguments and never fought. He was always good to me, i had never been cared about and loved like that. The relationship was sabotaged by my brother and his lies it wasn't like it was a bad and abusive relationship. All of my songs and my music came from it. My song in Spanish called My Spanish Stuff was something I did in trying to save the love and not give up. but it was like I poured out my heart and it was all for nothing because I haven't heard a single word and I feel like such a fool because it's like I never existed. It's hard when the one you cared for most just leaves you in the dust like you were nothing. I never had anything bad to say about him, but the actual facts and the reality of my life and what happened is hard to accept. To treat someone like this who was always good to you, and who you would say how special and important i was. To ignore me like and treat me like nothing is a really shitty thing to do and that's a pretty heartless thing to do to someone. When he had no place to live and no car to get anywhere. he lived with me, and we got along so well. we had a friendship and respect for eachother that I had never experienced. So the reality that i was treated like an old glove and just thrown away is actually the worst pain I've ever felt. I know there has been things in his life that have affected how he handles things. He went through some horrible shit when he was a kid and then had an evil whore of a stepmom who didn't make things easy for him. So i know he had developed survival skills that weren't the healthiest and he wasn't given the tools and support to handle situations. But i wasn't the bad person and he said he wanted to still be friends so to do this is a real mind f*ck and it's not cool. So how I feel now is I wish that we never met, because when you have nothing but positive and good memories and then are left in the dust not knowing what happened it's a shitty feeling. I have enough actual bad memories that are painful so when good memories are all you have with only positive things. Then that's all gone like it never existed, it really hurts so if i never had met him, then there would be no memories at all, but being haunted by good times and happiness is the most fucked up feeling. That saying of better to have loved and lost is better than never have being loved at all is total bullshit. Because the happiness that is with love is like no other, and when you have never felt that way but then you experience love. When it is gone, it's gone, then you have memories of happiness but all it brings you is pain and heartache. If i wouldn't have felt love than I wouldn't know how painful it is to have lost it. because I wouldn't know what I was missing. So whoever came up with that saying just said that to make themselves feel better, because there knowing and feeling love and then it being gone there is no way that it's better. unless you like the feeling of losing something because it doesn't give you any comfort if you are all alone. unless you are in some kind of vicious cycle where you were deceived and thought you were in love and felt like you were and it turned your life around to where you were now a better and happier person because you were in love at one point. So that saying is bullshit and if anyone believes that explain to me why it's better. Anyways that's what's on my mind. If I could get amnesia that would be nice.
  16. butch1977

    weed
    So I titled this blog Wack, that's because right now there is just so much things that are wack. But first let me just say that I have some pretty good grass. I called Discount Dank and the owner, I love her, her name is Angie, whenever I call she always says 'Hi Eugene' my middle name is Eugene, and she calls the weed, 'flavors' I love when she had this flavor called 'Will Smith Slap' She has a Spanish accent. But when I called it wasn't her who answered the phone it was Mark her helper, and he said that she got into a car accident and broke some bones. I was like oh no, I love her, and I've been talking to her for some years now and she knows what's good and even sometimes when I order I tell her to surprise me and pick a good flavor. So her helper Mark said to me Angie said you would like the 'Cereal' and so since all the lilacs are blooming in the yard I picked some and I gave them to her helper Mark and I said, please give those to angie and tell her i hope she feels better. Right now I'm smoking some of the 'Cereal' and it's pretty good, it burns really nice and the buds are dense af
  17. butch1977

    Fake Friends
    Well I was watching Lizzo's Big Grrrls, I'm never been into Lizzo, I really didn't have any opinion about her but this scandal with her dancers and the sexual harrassment is pretty shocking. The banana thing is pretty disturbing, what I found just as disturbing was footage of Lizzo doing some interview and she was talking about wanting to go to that club in Amsterdam where they do that banana thing, and she was so excited talking about it and that did not look good and then there was when she thought that her postmates delivery person 'stole' her food and she put put this chick on blast and posted her name and her photo on twitter and she said she was lucky she 'didn't fight anymore' YIKES is all I have to say.
    So the title of this blog 'Goodbye Felecia' isn't aimed at Lizzo, it is at my 'former friend/producer' I've wrote about this whole matter regarding him deleting my music and musixmatch. He was also the person who I came out to and a friend for over 20 years. I even took him to see the Rebel Heart tour. So when Madonna was in the hospital and he didn't send me any message talking about her. In the last 7 months I have gotten 3 messages, there has been some emails but. But the messages were regarding trump getting indicted and Fran Drescher's speech. But the last text message he sent, he said he was gonna stop by and hang out and tell me about 'spilled tea' My niece was having her birthday party and he had brought his daughter for the party, but then came back and picked her up and the pinata hadn't been smashed nor had the birthday cake been done. Then my sister asks me if he was coming back, I said I had no clue, she then proceeds to tell me what he was talking about. It was about one of his band member's moving and that his wife had cheated on him and he was devastated, she also mentioned that something about 'cosplay' was involved. I know this person he's talking about and i've heard him talking alot of shit about him many times. So I wasn't surprised at all. It also didn't surprise me that he didn't send me  message back and say that he wasn't going to come over and hang out. He's a bunch of hot air. But I thought to myself, that I doubt his friend who's 'devastated' would appreciate him talking about his personal business like it's a big joke. We've been friends so long and I've been there when he makes new friends or when he's kissing people's ass, then i've been there when he is no longer kissing their ass and is talking a bunch of shit. I never thought this before but I bet he's probably talked shit on me behind my back. I also think now, especially with how he put his name as the songwriter on all of my songs that he would probably steal my songs. I don't know how many times he said I should come to the band rehearsing, but it was all talk because they all came and went and he never informed me on when to come. Like I've said, I wrote all my songs myself, nobody else participated in writing them. I've done the uploading of songs and the steps are pretty clear. On musixmatch his profile for his music is still not verified, because on all my music all the songs that he worked on I've made sure that I properly have given credit to him, even though his behavior and loyalty are pretty lousy. But I just don't lie, so he has the producer credit for all the songs that he did. I even gave him credit for the bell in 'little' 
    It's funny how he's the musician but all of his music has incomplete or incorrect music metadata, I'm trying to get all mine correct. All of my music I've uploaded the lyrics and I've translated all my songs into Spanish as well, on musixmatch he has like 3 different names he's put music under and multiple bands and all of the music from all his endeavors have no lyrics and no credit information. I'm talking totally blank! So it doesn't really make sense and it definitely isn't helping his music. I've known this motherfucker for over 20 years and it was last year when it was my day for early studio time that I knew something was going on. When my studio session was cut short because he had an appointment to get his haircut. I was like what is going on. I also suspect that he might be on something. He's always been a selfish person and he's always thought he was the hottest shit on earth but. There is something going on. And after this last deal with his message and hanging out and then he doesn't. I'm not interested anymore, I think this friendship has run it's course. I'm not going to beg someone to talk to me or hang out with me. I don't care if he joins musixmatch, he wiped my music and threw me under the bus and left me in the dust. We were supposed to be making music, but he's making music with new bands, and old bands. I have a new song coming out on August 5, 'Lee's Song' it's a demo, and it doesn't have the lyrics in it. Earlier this month I released some demo's of Lee's Song, was born on the ukelele but on the piano it's dramatic and silly. So this demo has one of my favorite piano demo and the ukelele mixed in. I don't have the computer programs and the music studio like he has. (Note: I helped build the studio with his father) His Dad was a good guy, one of the coolest people I ever met. One of the last times I was in the studio, there was this piece of art his Dad had made and it was underneath some boxes and it was all dusty. I would of been displaying it, he was embarrassed or it. It also didn't have a dollar value. 
  18. butch1977

    Music Metadata
    I've blogged about musixmatch and the huge falling out with my friend/producer. Since he's the rock star and has been in the business so long and has put out alot of music. Well he still hasn't claimed the page and therefore hasn't verified that he was the producer, guitar player. The other people he has 'collaborated' with none of these artists have verified any of their music. All the songs come up with a message saying no lyrics available, and it doesn't have any information. Well I guess the big rock star doesn't know what music metadata is, I didn't know what it was until I've been syncing my music I've learned that music metadata is very important. Aside from giving credit and any royalties made. All the metadata on the credits will put it where it can be found and discovered. Music with no metadata is just like blank files that get lost. They say that it needs to be the same information so it all goes together and it should match. So I've spent the past two days on distrokid and i've added information to the credits. So me the amateur 'recording artist' has all my shit filled. I even have the mood of the songs attached. All of his music and there is ALOT of it they all come up with "No lyrics submitted" and there isn't any information on any of them. He was the one telling me all about, some code on your songs that you have to know to get any royalties. well It's all called music metadata and none of his songs, with all the bands he's had, past and present have complete metadata. I had been trying to tell him about this since February and he had no interest, even when he said he 'promised' to look at musixmatch. It was obvious that he was not interested in anything I had to say so I'm doing my own thing and he's going to continue to asskiss his latest music collaborator until he gets annoyed or bored with them. I've known him for over 20 years i've seen him when he raves about someone and how great they are and then he talks all this shit about them. So I've seen this before, but I was never involved with music before, It was him who got me started becuase I just wanted him to help me make a song and then he said I had enough to put an album out. So it's pretty funny that after all that It was him who wiped my music and threw me under bus. Bozo
  19. butch1977

    Celebration Tour
    I just read an article 'Madonna fans rage after concert cut short'  So I guess on Sunday night, due to the curfew laws that the tour abruptly ended. That is one good thing about living in California, there is no curfew. Of the 9 times I've seen Madonna, she's always been late, I think most of the time she has hit the stage well after 10 pm, It's never bothered me, it would be cool if she would appear earlier, but all good things come to those who wait. But when there is a curfew involved, that kind of changes things. Honestly if I was there, I think I would be pretty irritated because it's no secret about the curfew. So those fans really did get screwed over. After being so excited and looking forward to this tour and then not being able to see it in it's entirety. I know there are more dates at the 02 and I hope that I don't see anymore stories like this. After reading the story, now I know that the show ends with Celebration. I hope it's not the remix of Celebration, I prefer the original version. But I know my show won't get cut off. Now I also know that 'Rain' is performed. I'm still avoiding all spoilers as much as possible.
  20. butch1977

    Life
    So 25 years ago today Britney Spears released her first single! And tomorrow her book comes out! Also my song 'Flameburger' is going to be released again! Today I my Confessions on a Dancefloor record arrived in the mail, it's really beautiful, on the weekend I got my Glory record. That is the first Britney record that I have. 
    In other news, those fake friends that I have mentioned pulled another cowardly act, my niece was visiting and she sent their daughter a text because they are friends. They didn't even have the decency to come to the front door and when she left it must have all been arranged by text message. After this bullshit, I posted to my social media without naming them but to anyone who knows me will know who the post is about. These two schmucks have got to be the most selfish people I have ever known. My ex producer is such an arrogant prick and his wife is a gaslighting ***CENSORED***. I regret taking both of those assholes to see Madonna in concert. Now it makes perfect sense that in my phone she is listed as Jamie Lynn. These two think really highly of themselves and they are nothing but fake frauds. 
  21. butch1977
    I said I didn't want to cry tonight, I still haven't but my song 'my Spanish Stuff came on and I'm feeling sad, now silver springs is on and I feel so unhappy and sad. Ever since the gaslighting letter I received,  I've had these sad feelings grow into a crying panic. When I had coronavirus it got much needed sleep . I didn't have any of the panic attacks that were scary. But I've started feeling sadder as the days go by. I hate Christmas time, it is always a sad time for me. I turn into scrooge and I even say ***CENSORED*** Christmas. Ok I'm about to cry so I'm stopping. This Sunday my song Hesperia Lake drops! 
    12:05 am update
    I haven't cried so that's good but I've been close to it many times. I'm trying to stay calm. I'm going to take a shower. 
  22. butch1977

    Ticketmaster
    So I was just looking at ticketmaster since my show at the cryptoarena in L.A. was cancelled. I see new shows in Inglewood that will be going on sale on September 5, there is no presale time listed. So I'm kind of confused. Does that mean there isn't going to be one for fans who already had tickets? Or is it just going to be a big mess where everyone is scrambling to get tickets? Ticketmaster has all this mumbo jumbo that says if your show was postponed, rescheduled and says that the venue could be exchanging tickets. I know the show was 'canceled' but the shows that are now happening at the new venues were happening before but my tickets don't say anything else other than event canceled. So I really don't know what to expect. One thing for sure is that I'm sure there will be issues because ticketmaster is a mess. They may think that telling fans about secured links and dedicated fan tickets are all good but everyone knows that ticketmaster doesn't work.
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