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  1. butch1977

    PHONES SUCK

    By butch1977,


    Menk
    So my current phone, the galaxy s7 active is not working correctly I am using this galaxy s4. ***CENSORED*** att, 
    When this phone was acting up, something with the memory card always had errors.  Then since I'm not rich my current phone the galaxy s7 cost me a thousands of dollars. The morons at att, added a new number with a line of service that I had to pay. I needed a new phone, not a new number. The ONLY way to to fix this was to pay the full balance instead of payments. So I was now paying 65.00 more cuz this new number. U know att screwed up. From what I was told from one of the many customer service representatives there was no way to override this in their computer service. Yet there mobile site has been revamped multiple times.  Atts Facebook had blocked me! There is more but.  This small phone is giving me a headache. 
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    POSTER!

    By butch1977,


    Mood
    Yesterday I got something in the mail I wasn't sure of what it was because I hadn't ordered anything when I opened it it was a package from China and it was a Madonna poster it was its double sided. I've never seen a poster like it before. Wno is it from? I don't know how to say the name exactly but I don't know who sent me it but I like it it's great. So right now I'm going to take a bong rip and I've been feeling really emotional today more than usual and had multiple meltdowns. I hate it it's awful and I wish I could go back in time to about 3 years ago and there is some pivotal points where things would be different right now if something different had been done before it's just a really sad f*****-up situation if you've ever been railroaded and thrown under the bus you know what I'm talking about is it it's not deserved and it's an acceptable but it's still unacceptable budget that I need to accept it because it's a truth and I have no choice but I'm sad about it all.
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    Ray Of Light Rulz!

    By butch1977,

    Dearest Diary
    I've been feeling really sad lately,  last week one of my cat's 'Kitten'
    passed away she had been sick and we were giving her medicine but
    it didn't help. in 2008 our cat 'White Eye' who was 18 and born at my
    house, since he passed away she just was never the same and her
    health deteriorated. i love my animals with my being so it's rough you
    feel me.
    THIS morning i had meltdown before i got out of bed. it was
    darksided. So I had my appt. with my shrink Dr. Payne, yes pain, isn't
    that a scream. Anyhow it was ok.
    Anyhow, Ray of Light has been a song that saved my life, as hokey as
    it sounds, when it came out there was a family crisis where i ended
    up posting missing signs with my younger sister Mary on them and
    was asking people if they had seen her. She disappeared on them in
    Venice beach, i was  life was chaotic, anyhow i would blast ray of light
    constantly cuz it makes you feel good and gives hope.
    Last month my cousin passed away, a my other sister and i had a
    huge falling out and shit
    I've been blasting RAy of Light alot, When I was driving to my dr appt.
    'Into the Groove' was on coast 103 i blasted it whilst driving my car.
    On the way home i needed to buy thistle seed for my finch friends and
    candy. When i got back in my car, Ray of Light was on, i never have
    heard it on the radio, i was real excited and it felt like it was a light
    was turned on, as i was at a red light i looked at the sign that was
    right on the median it said, 'One Way' and it was the way i was going,
    and that was forward. when i saw it I just thought MDOLLA RULZ, i love
    her, she has helped me in this life on this planet. I know that i have to
    keep going and i can't go back, if i would it would be like i was nicole
    richie driving on the wrong side of the freeway,  It was just another
    reason of how MDOLLA, her music is amazing and she is truly an
    amazing artist. So When you are feeling blue, when you are blasting
    'quicker than a ray of light i'm flying' it makes your soul dance.
    Madonna
    Madonna
    Madonna
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    Real Brown Eyes

    By butch1977,


    Music
    So today my new single Real Brown Eyes dropped its the first song from my 2nd EP 'Just Luv' 
    Since I never planned on being a singer or singing songs. The title of this got lost in the recording process. These songs all were a labor of love and they were poems and sonnets for the man I was in love with. I wrote approximately 4 Shakespearean sonnets using the format and rhyme sceme.
    On my first EP 'FEEDER' there was a song called, 'Young Man, Brown Eyes/Animal fries. The version on Feeder has some issues, that should have been titled 'Young Man' also the song is a Shakespearean sonnet but the cut on the EP has some errors, the. In a Shakespearean sonnet the final 2 lines are to be a couplet, my producer accidentally left out the first line of the Couplet in the mixing process.  
    The original couplet is:
    I wish things didn't go bad.
    Now I'm alone and so sad.
    So it's gonna be a single by itself and will be titled 'The Real Young Man' which will be the correct version and will truly be in the Shakespearean sonnet format. Because as it is now, i still say the words, 'this is a 'Shakespearean sonnet' at the end. But with that version. It isn't truly a Shakespearean sonnet.  So i feel like a schmuck because if people listen to it then say, that's not a Shakespearean sonnet, they are correct. But the appropriate version will come out. That is why this new song is called 'Real Brown Eyes' because the mixup with the sonnets. So now that I've said that and cleared that up and blogged about it then i don't look like a dumbass!
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    Really

    By butch1977,


    Madonna
    So we all know how much ticketmaster sux ass. I mentioned that I on ticketmaster, I didn't qualify for the pay monthly plan. But I did qualify for the 4 payment option. Since this is apparently suppose to help people who aren't rich. You would think that it would be each month, well if you thought that you are wrong. Early they took a payment and just a couple days ago was another payment. If you ask me that's some pretty shady shit. I really don't like that they use the guise of these payment plans are to help you out. Ticketmaster didn't even release the refunds until they day before the new sale started. But some people still haven't got refunds so I guess I didn't get totally screwed. Regardless, ticketmaster is crooked bullshit and they will continue to screw everyone over.
    Anyways, I saw the tour merchandise that's in Madonna's store. I'm about to talk some shit here, but these shirts look like the knock offs that people sell in the parking lots, actually I've gotten knock offs that have a better design. The Blonde Ambition shirt is pretty cool, but the others are not up to par in my opinion. I'm not a fan of the contorted images, I think they look cheap and the image on the back, the big square with the same font with the dates, Madonna's tshirts have always been really cool and the details have always been on point. This just looks like standard format. As much as I can't stand taylor swift, her store has a shitload of shirts, clothes, and other shit. I think she even has a seperate store that only has vinyls. I'm not sure who is exactly in charge of Madonna's merchandise, but she could be making even more money if there was more merchandise. Because there are some fans who have already bought the new shirts and there are many fans who love spending money on Madonna. So that Madonna the queen of pop doesn't have a bunch of vinyls is a little confusing to me. Does Guy Oseary not see this, this could make him alot of money too so it doesn't make sense. 
     
    ***UPDATE***
    New information online about Taylor Swift's Era's Tour Merch, Well after seeing a story about how expensive her merch and that the shirts and hoodies were fading after the first wash. Swifties are showing there merch and are not very happy about it. They even have some tips you can do to keep them from fading, however it includes ironing and parchment paper. WTF? lmao. Apparently her team is saying that it is suppose to fade and have a vintage worn look. But I saw people who knew some things about shirts and the process when they are made, and some were saying that with this parchment paper trick , that they rushed the merch. So maybe having a huge selection of poorly made merch is just wack. 
    I also noticed the new bag for charity that Madonna helped design. It was pretty cool. I'm just not a fan of the tour 'logo' 
    When Confessions came out, they had shirts where you could choose the design and you could design it yourself. It was pretty cool. I'd like to see something like that again. I wonder if there will be any contests this time around.
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    Really Sad

    By butch1977,


    Yikes
    It's 3 a.m. I'm really sad I've been sad all day well I've been sad my whole life but right now I really really sad I hate it I had my appointment with my psychiatrist today and it was all right but I could tell her that I want off the planet because it's it's too much and I am having difficulties so everything is really hard and I'm really sad and all these thoughts that are not even true are going through my head and freaking me out and I hate it it's life time like right now cuz it's really late and I feel so alone that I want to put my head through a window or something cuz I'm driving me insane and I was crying just a few minutes ago I hate it I hate everything pretty much. Getting dubbed had a really negative impact on me and it has not gotten any easier matter of fact it's getting harder and I'm feeling more sad and that it's just awful it's really awful I want out.
  10. butch1977

    Really.

    By butch1977,

    So it's Friday March 13 2015. Madonna's new album came out Tuesday and it still hasn't been shipped yet. I'm dumbfounded. I read on instagram that some countries have ran out. I don't understand how or why? So far interscope has done nothing that's positive. The Last Madonna Disc They Put Out Was A Botched bluray/dvd. There was never an official statement about it being botched. All I heard was people had the audio setting wrong. Well that really doesn't explain why 2 separate dvds froze up at the same spot I might add. So wtf? While I'm ranting. I'll also throw out the fact that when madonna was with warner. The tour dvd came with a live disc. On interscope they sold them separately. Really. I wonder if the cd was botched too. #interscopesux
  11. butch1977
    So tomorrow Rebel Heart comes out. A new madonna album coming out is always a huge deal. I'm so excited, the kind of excitement i use to get over disneyland. Well and Imma get my tickets to see madonna tomorrow. so im like kinda excited right now.
  12. butch1977

    Remixes

    By butch1977,


    Music
    So I have no idea who Tokisha is and I really don't have any desire to know who she is. The little that I heard from the Hung Up remix was dreadful. Madonna has always had the best remixes so this is disappointing. The amount of fans who are turning their back on Madonna seems to be rising. It's pretty sad.
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    Reverbnation.com

    By butch1977,


    Music
    So I'm really focusing into my music.  Because if I don't get control of this sadness. I'm in trouble 
     
    Check Out Sonic Pressure on ReverbNation! - http://www.reverbnation.com/open_graph/artist/6953546
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    Sad

    By butch1977,


    Mood
    I'm really sad.  It's the worst ever. Getting dumped, surgery, and more bullshit. My life has fallen apart. I think we are on lockdown too. I hate my nightmares they have always been  scary. Now, my life is worse than a living nightmare. It's awful. Now, i wish that my nightmares were my reality. Because  feeling sad and devastated is unbearable. So ive been trying to keep myself busy.  Im having an episode of mania. I'm going to teach myself to play the piano too. I'm sick of crying. 
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    Sad

    By butch1977,


    Mood
    I was uploading pictures and then i saw all these other old pictures. Now i feel like i wanna cry. I'm all alone. And im sad. Yeah now I'm crying i hate it. 😢😧
  16. butch1977

    Sad

    By butch1977,


    Life
    I had a dentist appointment today. Going to the dentist is no fun. But I guess it's better than going to the hospital. I have another appointment on Halloween to get the final crown. It's been two years almost since my appendix ruptured and all that pain. I've been feeling down and kind of sad. Then the whole deal with my 'friend/producer' He really threw me under the bus and this being one of the biggest betrayals and stabs in the back that I've ever felt. After over 25 years of being a friend and someone that I actually trusted and seeing on musixmatch how he has been putting new music out constantly all year long and I was basically ignored and treated like I didn't exist with multiple bands. And how could I forget the text message from my 'bestie' with it's really negative and passive aggressive vibes. After all the help and support I've given them for 25 years and to be treated like this. Selfish people really do suck, selfish and arrogant people are real assholes too.
    So I'm trying to not get too sad and think about The Celebration Tour being something cool that I could think about.
  17. butch1977
    So today I've had the blues. I've struggled with the blues all my life. But it was the first time listening to ghost town and with the blues impending doom lurking above me. So now that the next song on is the piece of art. Paradise (not for me) I thought let me put my own sad spin of the queens creations. I know rebel heart will be there for me just like madonna has always been there for me.
    I pray that Bobbikris gets better.
  18. butch1977

    Sadney

    By butch1977,

    So ive been in a real deep depression. My mind is manic as hell. My husband went to Oregon last july. Last year i was on the chopping block and everything went awry. Then he was in oregon and we became a ling distance relationship.  When i wasted 16 years of my life and i was in a vicious cycle and he lived in this shitty town called Hemet and he was under 100 miles. It would usually take maybe 1 and a half hours to drive. That was all a joke. But here i am alone during a pandemic and my soulmate is over 1000 miles away. 
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    SClub!

    By butch1977,


    CelebrationTour
    So right now I'm blasting Sclub! I got tickets to see them in Los Angeles in February, My sister is going to go with me. She wasn't familiar with Sclub, I sent her the video for Sclub Party! I use to watch the tv show. It was so hokey. I've been blasting them alot lately, I've been fighting off the blues and Sclub is a good weapon to use. The song Reach is really positive and makes me feel good when I listen to it. The television show was a fun and hokey show. The concert is the 25 year reunion! A few weeks ago I saw someone on facebook leave a comment on a post about Madonna's set being so massive and that the and it being disassembled for because Sclub was having show, and someone made a rude remark about Sclub being nobody and I did see some people who liked Sclub! So that was pretty cool to see. I'd like to go see Enrique Iglesias to here how he sounds like Elmo but tickets are over 100 I'd be willing to spend $20 for that lmao. I also really would like to see MC at the Hollywood bowl doing her Christmas show, The Elusive Chanteuse! I saw the Adventures of Mimi Tour I actually called it the 'Misadventures of Mimi Tour' She did a bunch of medley's and I'm not a fan of medley's, if it's an award show or festival that's ok but I'd rather not. I still have not watched any of the Celebration Tour videos I've seen posted. I've seen some youtube videos where some have uploaded the full tour. I have seen images but I've avoided reading much. I've seen the images where Madonna is holding a big card with numbers but I don't know the details. 
  20. butch1977

    SClub!

    By butch1977,


    Celebration Tour
    So today is offically the 27th and that means tonight is Sclub! Then this coming Monday is Madonna! My brother is going with me and he's never seen Madonna in concert so he's in for a real treat. Now I'm also done with dealing with those ex friends of mine. I don't have anything else that needs permission of theirs So as far as I see it friendship ran it's course. I was a good true and loyal friend for over 20 years and I was there whenever I was needed, them on the other hand weren't always there, they made promises that they didn't keep and the few favors I asked of them. They didn't help me and left me hanging. I never did that to them. So they are gonna miss having a real friend like me. They can stay friends with all the people they were always talking shit about. Good riddance you bozos 
  21. butch1977

    Seclusion

    By butch1977,

    Dear Diary,  First off I'm kind of stoned. The state of the world is a mess. The white privilege is out of control. These people protesting the social distancing. The stupidity is endless. Trump needs to get assassinated. He has akways been a POS. 
    Meanwhile I'm blasting Selena and taking some bong rips. 
  22. butch1977

    September

    By butch1977,


    Life
    I can't believe that September is already half way over. So I've had lots on my mind. I've mentioned the drama of friend/producer and the mess that has been going on. I've mentioned musixmatch and he still hasn't claimed the page. Last week when I was looking at my music on tidal I came across yet another new band with alot of music. Then I just thought about how he left me in the dust, the projects that we were going to work on. Then I'm looking at the credits of this music and I see he must really be up this new bandmates ass because he didn't take credit for everything. I've come to the point to where I am done. He only cares about himself, it's all a pretty shitty situation because I never did anything wrong. My feelings are hurt but these feelings of anger mixed in are not a nice feeling. 
  23. butch1977

    Shrink.

    By butch1977,


    Life
    I had an my appt with my shrink today. Today I told him about my 'friend/producer' deleting all my music. I even brought up Madonna and the concert. Over the years I've seen counselors, therapists, psychiatrists, quacks. My favorite shrink was Dr. Payne, he was a really good doctor He was my shrink for a long time, but then he had moved and I'm thankful that he chose my current shrink. Last year when I went to the crisis center in the paperwork the doctors filled out. I listed him as someone who would listen to me. My doctor said he sounded very selfish. I really have to stop thinking about it. I always did hold the studio time as a something very special and something magical. We were suppose to create Lee's Song we discussed it many times. The Epilogue was something he was supposed to be involved with and he showed zero interest. On musixmatch I see how he's been putting out new music out pretty much since Pandemic and the latest new band is putting out so much new content and all his content has incomplete music metadata. 
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    So Wack

    By butch1977,


    Ticketmaster
    So I was just looking at ticketmaster since my show at the cryptoarena in L.A. was cancelled. I see new shows in Inglewood that will be going on sale on September 5, there is no presale time listed. So I'm kind of confused. Does that mean there isn't going to be one for fans who already had tickets? Or is it just going to be a big mess where everyone is scrambling to get tickets? Ticketmaster has all this mumbo jumbo that says if your show was postponed, rescheduled and says that the venue could be exchanging tickets. I know the show was 'canceled' but the shows that are now happening at the new venues were happening before but my tickets don't say anything else other than event canceled. So I really don't know what to expect. One thing for sure is that I'm sure there will be issues because ticketmaster is a mess. They may think that telling fans about secured links and dedicated fan tickets are all good but everyone knows that ticketmaster doesn't work.
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