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  1. butch1977

    So Wack

    By butch1977,


    Ticketmaster
    So I was just looking at ticketmaster since my show at the cryptoarena in L.A. was cancelled. I see new shows in Inglewood that will be going on sale on September 5, there is no presale time listed. So I'm kind of confused. Does that mean there isn't going to be one for fans who already had tickets? Or is it just going to be a big mess where everyone is scrambling to get tickets? Ticketmaster has all this mumbo jumbo that says if your show was postponed, rescheduled and says that the venue could be exchanging tickets. I know the show was 'canceled' but the shows that are now happening at the new venues were happening before but my tickets don't say anything else other than event canceled. So I really don't know what to expect. One thing for sure is that I'm sure there will be issues because ticketmaster is a mess. They may think that telling fans about secured links and dedicated fan tickets are all good but everyone knows that ticketmaster doesn't work.
  2. butch1977
    Well Kids, It is 7:59, One year ago my posse, my 2 sisters, my niece, and myself were sitting in our seats waiting for Madonna to come out. My niece Emma who is 11 years old, had been asking what time is it, again and again. We were counting down, and when the lights went out, I said to her, Here she comes, the look of excitement and anticipation and happiness was one of the coolest moments in my life. I know I had the same look and feelings, When I was 11 I would have died if I went to a Madonna concert. It was my birthday gift to my niece and it was her first concert and first trip to Vegas. Before the show, we were at one of the stands and I let her pick out anything she wanted. She picked out a pink shirt with M posing with that awesome belt on! My niece wanted to carry the bag, it was cool you know the tour logo on it.
    We all had a blast and my sister said when she saw us walking out that my niece and I had the biggest smiles on our face. Emma was born in 98 when Ray of Light came out and that album changed my life and my niece saved me from committing suicide. So she is very special to me.
    I had to share this with all my fellow Madonna fans cuz I'm sure there are some of you out there who were as excited as I was.
    After the show we walked back to the hotel Emma proudly carrying our bag of goodies. We later went to Denny's and just talked about how much the show and Madonna RULE! Viva Madonna!
    I just turned on my computer and all that jazz just so I could write this blog. At this moment I'm blasting American Life.
    I hope everyone has a great evening!
     
    love love
    buzz
  4. butch1977

    Still sad

    By butch1977,


    Mood
    My meds i take at night says that marijuana  can make u more drowsy. That's true. Writing messages takes so long, it is kind of like slow motion. I take these for my bipolar and ptsd. I've always been sad but the sad and lonely feeling i feel now is unreal, it's ***CENSORED*** unbearable. I should have known my happiness has the black cloud too. When ian and i were together, i was happy actually happy i was so happy and i had never had that feeling of true honest happiness. I didn't know i could feel that way. Losing that happiness  has left me truly brokenhearted and devastated.  I'm unable to move on. That is the honest truth. It feels worse than a nightmare cuz there is no waking up. It's real,  there is no escaping from it. The actual sick feeling. Its the awful feeling u have in nightmares but u wake up cuz its so upsetting.  Except now that horrible feeling is taking place now. I feel so lonely and unloved like a sad lonely pathetic ***CENSORED***. 
  5. butch1977

    Still Wack

    By butch1977,


    Music Metadata
    I've blogged about musixmatch and the huge falling out with my friend/producer. Since he's the rock star and has been in the business so long and has put out alot of music. Well he still hasn't claimed the page and therefore hasn't verified that he was the producer, guitar player. The other people he has 'collaborated' with none of these artists have verified any of their music. All the songs come up with a message saying no lyrics available, and it doesn't have any information. Well I guess the big rock star doesn't know what music metadata is, I didn't know what it was until I've been syncing my music I've learned that music metadata is very important. Aside from giving credit and any royalties made. All the metadata on the credits will put it where it can be found and discovered. Music with no metadata is just like blank files that get lost. They say that it needs to be the same information so it all goes together and it should match. So I've spent the past two days on distrokid and i've added information to the credits. So me the amateur 'recording artist' has all my shit filled. I even have the mood of the songs attached. All of his music and there is ALOT of it they all come up with "No lyrics submitted" and there isn't any information on any of them. He was the one telling me all about, some code on your songs that you have to know to get any royalties. well It's all called music metadata and none of his songs, with all the bands he's had, past and present have complete metadata. I had been trying to tell him about this since February and he had no interest, even when he said he 'promised' to look at musixmatch. It was obvious that he was not interested in anything I had to say so I'm doing my own thing and he's going to continue to asskiss his latest music collaborator until he gets annoyed or bored with them. I've known him for over 20 years i've seen him when he raves about someone and how great they are and then he talks all this shit about them. So I've seen this before, but I was never involved with music before, It was him who got me started becuase I just wanted him to help me make a song and then he said I had enough to put an album out. So it's pretty funny that after all that It was him who wiped my music and threw me under bus. Bozo
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    Stoned

    By butch1977,


    Mood
    So I'm pretty stoned right now. I called discount dank this evening and i got some flower. I luv the lady who takes calls. She always calls me eugene 
  7. butch1977

    Summer Solstice

    By butch1977,


    Life
    Well today is the first day of summer and my birthday is on Saturday, my birthday is always a depressing day for me. Something that is strange is the weather, June is almost over and I live in the desert and usually the weather has already started getting hot and temperatures are up to 100 at least. Even in the night time it will be pretty hot still, but there hasn't even been one hot day in June yet and right now it's 61 degrees. I've always believed in climate change but this is the first June that I've lived in the desert where it's not already getting hot. In my backyard I have mulberry trees and the mulberry fruit usually start to ripen in the middle of summer, they have already ripened and fallen off. The last few years it's been earlier and earlier that they have ripened, this is the earliest ever and the coldest june ever. I did see some news report that was saying this summer was going to be really hot. Humans have really screwed up the entire world. On a different note, it is wonderful seeing donald dump being indicted. That schmuck should have never even been allowed to be the president of the united states. The United States and Americans these days get alot of shit said about them and I agree. There was a time when I was proud to be an american, these days not so much. All of these idiots in this country who love guns so much and always talking about the 2nd amendment. You know what, the 2nd amendment is a bunch of bullshit. When that amendment was made there weren't AK47s and all this other crazy guns, and also. America was stolen from the indigenous peoples, so that the white man came up with laws and amendments for a land that was stolen. For America to truly be a good country it needs to admit it's sins and the land was stolen and the native people were murdererd. White man brought guns to a land that had no guns and people were already living here. So with that said, the 2 nd amendment is bogus and for people who start going on and on about their 2nd amendment rights I wish they would just shut the F up. Not all americans are gun loving idiots!
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    Sync

    By butch1977,


    Lyrics
    Well it has been a pain in the ass but, I've gotten almost all of my songs synced with the lyrics. There are a couple that still need to be done. I've also started to upload my music myself without having my producer having to do it. I've learned that when you are dealing with music that wave files are the best audio. I thought it was an mp3 file but I was wrong. However, something that i don't understand is there is a music site that is on the spotify for artist page that tells you what you need to do to edit your lyrics and have them all with your music. The site is musixmatch, besides it being pretty frustrating. To sync your music they tell you that it needs to be from the same file that was used in uploading the song. I had most of them uploaded but some of them are able to sync without having a premium spotify account, So with those ones I had to upload the audio file, When I uploaded the wave file, I was given an error message saying that the file was too big and to use another file, wtf? so then I used the mp3 file and it let me do that. So how is it that when I am trying to sync my music, the website can't handle the larger and better file, then it would truly of been synced. But apparently for this musicmatch site syncing with the same file like you would think would be correct isn't possible, I'm not an expert in sound and technology but this just doesn't make sense. When my profile was verified I was up all night doing it and then I needed a break and i had such i migraine after it and then i had to redo what i did. This happened over and over again, and to make it even more confusing, each time you would go to a song it would have a popup that said a draft was saved and if I wanted to open it. That popup came on twice each time and I was so confused and Id be editing one that I had already done, and but it reverted back to the way before. That is just the editing lyrics and credits. The syncing the music was a whole other pain in the ass. But i've been determined to get my lyrics correct and the credits correct. 
  9. butch1977

    TAINTED

    By butch1977,


    Mood
    Tomorrow i have another Dentist appointment.  I hate the dentist so much. My ptsd has been a real struggle. Since September  i have been really down. First i got dumped, then in October,  my appendix ruptured and I had to have surgery and i was in the hospital for a week and i had kidney stones.  The first 3 days i was only allowed to have ice chips! It sucked and the pain was unreal. Because of coronavirus no visitors were allowed.  When i got out of the hospital  i lost close to 20 pounds. When i got out of the hospital i was in lots of pain and i no longer had my dad bod that i had embraced. At Christmas time my supposed 2 best friends of over 20 years really disappointed me and hurt my feelings. During Christmas i had an awful toothache that made my face swell up and i looked like elephant man.  Things were tough and painful and instead of having support from my friends, my bestie kicked me when i was down and she knew what she said was not cool but she said it. I told my other best friend. Her husband, not even an hour later,  i told him that she really hurt my feelings  and i wanted to get that out and not let it fester.  He always  can be a mediator and think clear,  not this time. I heard nothing from him. He was so busy in his music studio and  only thinking of himself. *** i was a key worker in building the studio. Nobody ever asked me if I was able to do the job, and for free i might ad. But my bestie had already recruited me for the job. It would have been nice to have known that i was going to be needed EVERY day. One day i told my friend i wasn't feeling well and i couldn't help.  She said please just for a few hours. And me the idiot and good friend that i am went anyways. 
    I should have mentioned that  months prior to that i helped with the moving of two different houses for them and guess what I did that for free too. 
    So after i was dumped i booked a flight to oregon to try and save my relationship.  I asked my friend for a favor, if he could drive me to the airport.  He said NO!!  and he used the coronavirus as the reason he wasn't  able or allowed to give me the ride. So i didnt get to oregon. Firstly my bf was living with me and my family and circumstances were forcing him to leave. During that time, i had asked my bestie if he could stay the night just one night at their house because he had no place to go. My bestie had said  "no" he couldn't  she gave the excuse because they were in the process of moving that she couldn't allow it. Remember it was me who was helping with the moving. So i was disappointed and  me and my bf had to camp  at  one of the local parks. 
    Those are the only favors i have asked in 10 years.  That's the truth.   
    Ive been devastated from the breakup and i know he still loves me. So i sent him flowers,  then my bff, bestie. Soul sister, sent me a message, let me say. Christmas and new years both passed and i hadn't got any messages from her. So when i saw she sent me a message. When i read it, it started out like this....."I don't  mean to be rude, but if he broke up with you why are you sending him flowers "
    REALLY, REALLY  she didn't "mean to be rude" ***CENSORED*** you, that's bullshit. After everything  i had dealt with, and my dog had died  a few days after she said that.
    Since then she has spoke with my mom and instead of just owning the fact that she was being a straight up ***CENSORED*** and not supportive. She was explaining that she 'didn't want to see me get hurt anymore" that made me think of the time she said i needed to detox from my medication. I take it for my depression bipolar mental  issues. She made it sound like i was a drug addict. 
    So in my world, they no longer exist. 
    That was kinda like a rant.
  10. butch1977

    The Cos!

    By butch1977,


    Mood
    So right now, I'm trying to not feel so sad. I just took a huge bong rip. I'm so lonely.  I've been more emotional than usual.  It's really bad. One good thing is this Friday my sister and I are going to see Xtina at the Hollywood Bowl. She's gonna be with the Phil harmonic. It's gonna be awesome. Right now I'm blasting Bionic.
    So cancer is in full swing. Yesterday was Bill Cosby's birthday.  #isupportthecos He's been released from prison!  I never believed any of that crap. So I love the cos and I give zero fs. I always said #freethecos
  11. butch1977

    The Dentist pt. 2

    By butch1977,

    So let me just say how tainted the dentist was. I hated it. however the nitrous was decent, however you would never guess the song that comes on when they turn the gas on.........the ***CENSORED*** Macarena! LMAO! at first i was thinking what the f*ck! am i really under some good shit or is macarena blasting in my mind.  well they were really blasting the macarena, then i'm giggling like a dope and having a flashback of me and my sister doing the macarena at our other sister's wedding reception back in 1996 and let me just say, we were tearing it up and this was before the macarena swept the nation and everyone knew it. LMAO. But let me say, unfortunately it was all caught on video, so someday when I become a household name my dreaded Macarena footage might come back and kick my ass.

    Anyhow, the appt went decent and I'm not in total pain and my dentist looked like Celine Dion to boot!

    toodles
  14. butch1977

    The Exorcist

    By butch1977,


    Life
    Tonight I went and saw the new Exorcist movie. It wasn't the worst movie ever but I was really hoping that Pazuzu was going to be getting crazy. Some of it or actually most of it I was kind of confused. The more I think of it, the movie was really actually a mess. I did like when the line 'Your cunting daughter' being said but for the most part it seemed like a big mess it was all over the place. It's like it's trying to be connected to The Exorcist, then it starts getting into something different. The fact that the church didn't authorize the exorcism and the priest said he couldn't be involved with it. So then a nurse, decided she was going to do the exorcism. Because she wanted to be a nun before a nurse. Ok, 
    SPOILER
    So the movie was pretty much a piece of shit, but the last minute, Linda Blair had a cameo and we saw Regan reunite with her Chris Macneil. The rest of it was a disappointment.
    Anyways, I saw someone on IG posted a supposed 'setlist' that Madonna posted, It had a bunch of medley's. Why the ***CENSORED*** would she do medley's. This is her tour not some festival or award show. Whenever a tour starts, I never want to know the setlist and I won't watch any of the videos people post. I did see someone say that he believed Madonna would hit the stage by around 8:30, Lmao, my guess was about 11:15, but I did read that the O2 has a curfew so that might be a game changer. 
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    The Struggle

    By butch1977,


    Celebration Tour
    So I just read that Suzanne Somers died. I actually had a thighmaster.  I also just got really sad and cried earlier today. 
    So since it is now officially 'Celebration tour' mode I always avoid watching because I don't want any spoilers. I've caught glances of the stage and outfits, but so far I have not learned of a the set list. I'm gathering she does Billie Jean, I'm getting goosebumps. However it's gonna be hard to stay in the dark till March. 
  18. butch1977
    I just read this and i don't have words to explain this horrible thing. I'm sorry if this ruined your night. Families in Haiti have been destroyed. As people we can't allow this. They need the help of our country RIGHT NOW.

    i've been having a meltdown lately and i feel like an asshole, for not realyzi...ng that i should be thankful for all i have.

    Peace and Love
    buzz
    PORT -AU-PRINCE, Haiti (Jan. 17) -- The general hospital in the center of this devastated city reeks of illness and death. The partially collapsed medical complex near the caved in presidential palace is packed with patients suffering from broken bones, burns and infection.
    Surgeons have performed 60 amputations in the last two days on two operating beds. Howls of pain escape into the courtyard, where about 1,000 people wait under the burning sun for medical attention, swatting flies away from open wounds.
    Gabi Ali, 8, was transferred from one triage center to the next, finally arriving here, at the Hopital de l'Universite d'Etat d'Haiti, where a coalition of doctors working under the umbrella group International Medical Corp. has centralized treatment. Suffering from burns and a spinal injury after his home collapsed and then caught fire, Gabi is alone, orphaned by the earthquake.
    Disaster in HaitiPatrick Farrell, Miami Herald/MCT22 photos   Ten-year-old Naika Snyder lies on a mattress held at an incline by rocks in a makeshift clinic outside a Port-au-Prince hospital on Saturday. Hospitals were packed with patients suffering from broken bones and open wounds. Overworked doctors have had to perform countless amputations. There are not enough beds for all the patients.
    Disaster in Haiti
    Ten-year-old Naika Snyder lies on a mattress held at an incline by rocks in a makeshift clinic outside a Port-au-Prince hospital on Saturday. Hospitals were packed with patients suffering from broken bones and open wounds. Overworked doctors have had to perform countless amputations. There are not enough beds for all the patients.
    Patrick Farrell, Miami Herald/MCT
    Out of IVs and catheters, and running low on plaster and morphine, doctors are mixing oral rehydration salts into water bottles picked up from the airport and sending patients on their way. IMC has attempted to systematize treatment by marking people's left arms with one of three codes that designates how quickly they need attention.
    "If the code is three numbers, they need to be seen right away and probably require amputation," explained Margaret Aguirre, the IMC's director of global communications.
    "A case that would require immediate care in the U.S. gets the lowest-level triage here," she said.
    The roads from the airport to the hospital have been cleared of bodies, said Dominique Louis, a Haitian-American who flew in Saturday from Pompano Beach, Fla., with a group from his nonprofit school Green Children's House.
    Signs perched on collapsed apartment buildings declare S.O.S. and that the dead are buried beneath the rubble.
    "This is a Haitian holocaust," said Louis, among many volunteers, from Haiti and around the world, assisting doctors at the university hospital.
    Richard Jean-Baptiste, 29, a Haitian medical student, was at his university in the Port-au-Prince neighborhood of Petionville when he felt the ground trembling under his feet. Since the Jan. 12 earthquake, he has spent day and night at the hospital.
    "The room where I lived is ashes," he said. "It was Thursday that they could pull my roommate out from the rubble."
    Jean-Paul Bonnet, a retired doctor from New Jersey, arrived here independently, moving from one dire case to the next in the makeshift orthopedic room.
    "Don't bother cleaning the leg -- we'll have to amputate," Bonnet instructed, referring to a woman with an open compound fracture below her right knee.
    Ordinarily, the wound would be treated, but it had been allowed to fester since the earthquake struck. If doctors did not amputate, the patient would likely die from infection, Bonnet said.
    "It's criminal. The world has to mobilize faster," he said.

    The ailing are not far from the dead. When doctors began to arrive to Port-au-Prince late on Jan. 13, they discovered piles of corpses in a field behind the hospital.
    "They had to put them somewhere, so why not a hospital," said Robert Fuller, an emergency room doctor at the University of Connecticut working under the auspices of IMC.
    "There were probably 400 bodies piled up," he said.
    Several buildings at the university hospital complex -- including a nursing school -- crumbled in the quake.
    Manouchka Pierre, 25 years old today, is among 100 student nurses presumed to have died, though relatives continued receiving text messages from victims trapped beneath the debris as late as Saturday morning.
    "She went to the hospital Tuesday morning. I never saw her again," said her father, Dieubon Pierre. "I am left with one son -- only him and God."
    Bloated and deformed, corpses lined the top of the former school, now reduced to a pile of concrete. An industrial lift picked up bodies and dropped them into the bed of a truck, to be delivered to the field behind the hospital, which people have begun referring to as the morgue.
    As ghastly as it is, the situation at Port-au-Prince's general hospital has improved in the last 48 hours, said the hospital's director, Alix Lassegue. At first there was no water and no electricity.
    "We're beginning to receive more and more supplies and medications and medical teams from abroad to speed up care," Lassegue said.
    Still, any sense of order at the hospital complex was disrupted by disorder outside its iron gates. As the sun began to go down, Haitian police rushed in a man with two gunshot wounds -- and a body bag.
  19. butch1977

    This Is It pt. 2

    By butch1977,

    Well Hello kids,

    I just got home from seeing 'This is It'.

    IT RULZ!!!


    It was ***CENSORED*** awesome.  There is so many awesome parts I can't even begin to tell you.  It was brilliant. If you are a Michael fan, then you will absolutely love it. You will be moved and it shows what a extraordinary human being he was.

    xoxo

    Learn To Love
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    This Is It!

    By butch1977,

    Friends of Friends, I'm so excited on Tuesday the October 27, Me and my club are gonna see 'This is It' ! It's the day before it comes out to the rest of the world so I ain't gonna lie. I'm so damned excited! I still haven't really come to terms with Michael being gone. I always loved him and thought he was amazing, but I never thought what actually happened would have happened.  I didn't know how sad and how hard I would take his passing.   Michael was and always had been part of my life. I still am in a state of disbelief, yet it's not like it was when it first happened. Michael was an amazing human being with so much to give to the world. I believe he truly is a saint. I just finished this montage 'Michael Jackson Rulz' Y'all know bout my creations, my montages's in the 'Rulz' series. I made UPDATED 10/27/09 So today is the day, tonight we're gonna see THIS IS IT at 9:00 p.m. I'm so glad, at first I the shitty city I live in wasn't going to play it; so I'm pretty jazzed cuz it's playing in the new theatre and before the worldwide release.  This theatre is one of the only ones in California where they apparently have seats that move. I think it's kinda like Star Tours at Disney. That was back in the good ole days when Disneyland was a great place, Captain EO was there also. Now it is run by a bunch of greedy cunts who have completely shit on Walt Disney's dream. It's pretty sad. However that is a whole other story. I won't even go there cuz I will be writing until hell freezes over. It's also kinda the way I feel about usa. Did you notice I didn't capitalize it. A nation which was based on freedom and equality, even though it was stolen from the native people and they were massacred. So truthfully the whole thing is a crock and full of corruption. Once again something I held in high regard and really loved was destroyed by GREED!   Anyhow, I'm going off topic as usual. That is another reason why Michael Jackson was the epitome of a Superstar. He helped people, the world, long before this trend of 'go green' started. Sorry assholes but the damage is done. I've cared about the environment since day one and done what I could do as myself to help the planet.  The ozone isn't going to mend itself, the ancient redwoods, rainforests, animals that have been exterminated aren't going to come back cuz some shitheads are now so concerned about the planet and 'going green' is gonna save us. Losing Michael Jackson was a loss to the world; for humanity and for life in all shapes and forms.  He is the first person I've admired has passed away. I don't wanna sound like the total manic depressant, however I have my awesome moments for instance, as I'm typing, 'Unskinny Bop' came blasting on and I just started singing and I wanna dance as well. (This summer my sis and I saw Brett Michaels at the County Fair) there were so many old people trying to hold onto their youth it was hilarious. ALSO, I was blasting Celebration and listening to it and blasting it makes me feel good. Viva Madonna!  I love her! Anyhow.  I'm not totally miserable all the time but I get sad. I have to have hope for humanity cuz someone needs to. XOXO Long Live Michael Jackson
    "We're The World" There comes a time when we hear a certain call
    When the world must come together as one
    There are people dying
    and it's time to lend a hand to life
    There greatest gift of all We can't go on pretending day by day
    That someone, somewhere will soon make a change
    We are all a part of God's great big family
    And the truth, you know,
    Love is all we need We are the world, we are the children
    We are the ones who make a brighter day
    So let's start giving
    There's a choice we're making
    We're saving our own lives
    it's true we'll make a better day
    Just you and me Send them your heart so they'll know that someone cares
    And their lives will be stronger and free
    As God has shown us by turning stones to bread
    So we all must lend a helping hand When you're down and out, there seems no hope at all
    But if you just believe there's no way we can fall
    Let us realize that a change can only come
    When we stand together as one
    End of Transmission
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    Ticketmaster sux

    By butch1977,


    tickets
    So I've met a new friend. He's a nice guy. He is a cancer like I am. I've never went out with another cancer before. We hung out and I showed him my Madonna records. He was wowed by the Like a Prayer record and that it smells of pachouli. I might have misspelled that. So I was driving over to visit my friend and I stopped for gas. I wasn't shocked when the machine said 'card declined' I'm glad I had some cash and could put some gas in.  
    But anyways I mentioned how much ticketmaster sux, well if they would have had the buy now pay later feature working than I wouldn't have had this happen. My ticket with all the fees was over $230 and it's not alot to some people. But hey i'm going to see madonna, so who cares. lmao, I saw a ticket in my section being sold for over 600 and tickets with obstructed side views for 125, I had obstructed views for MDNA they were practically behind the stage they were awful. So I will be going alone, and i would rather not but i'm still going. 
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    Tomorrow!

    By butch1977,


    Celebration Tour
    So I just transferred the ticket to my brother and we are ready for the Celebration Tour tomorrow in Inglewood! My brother has never seen Madonna and we've went to many concerts before but the Queen of Pop puts on a show like nobody else! I don't even know what I'm gonna wear! 
  25. butch1977

    Too much

    By butch1977,


    Mood
    So I really hate feeling sad it's been getting worse. I just feel so alone and unloved just like I don't even exist and I've always felt like that but now it's almost unbearable being alone and getting stoned is not fun anymore.  it's not I always end up pretty. it's just very difficult to fake out whats in my head. Even listening to music. I'm sure everyone has songs where they get will feel a little sad or feel  but all here this certain songs and I burst into f****** tears and it's happening like a lot and it's kind of scares me because it's it's just so awful.
     I just took a big old bong rip and real life it's not enough I need to like angel dust or something because I need the next level or something. I be im a deep depression like a really deep and it almost feels like it's like I'm doomed and right now my my foot hurts I think I might be getting a gout attack coming on and that hurts when you get that it starts in your life bending your toes and it's feeling this is like the get ready cuz it's going to really hurt and I already have enough on my plate and I lately just want to get all of
    So today in the mail I got this poster and it was a it's a Madonna poster and if a double sided but the thing is I did not order this and I didn't buy it and it came from China I don't I'm baffled by what where it came from because I didn't buy it and I don't think I want any kind of contest or some s*** like that. I'm just really sad.
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