How can I be with my Lover now?

He’ll know I want the advertising

Because I have to sell my books.

And yes he did for his privacy,

Change his name to Travis.

I fell in love with a stranger.

Love is something that surrounds a person,

And yes his love is in the music.

I hear it.

I listened.

And yes he was raised by a parent,

From the music generation.

Of transistor radios,

And music around as love,

With the Rolling Stone,

Carole King,

Aerosmith,

Donna Summer,

Vinyl,

And I know make up a nick name for those.

I cannot forget my Chicago.

Yes I love CHICAGO!

Well when I was in heaven,

With the two headed monster,

Last year,

I knew what love was for the first time.

It surrounds you.

Like a music concert.

You are in Love,

You have it all around,

And you are enjoying it.

Yes I’m in love with my lover,

Not the abusive co-dependent.

I’m not afraid of him leaving,

Not anymore.

Co-dependent is fear,

You want to control so you are co-dependent,

Not loving,

I will need to look up the real definition of co-dependent,

Because it is like holding onto money,

And being fearful that it will never be there again.

So I was afraid,

When I did not see my Lover in 1999,

Yes when I could not find him,

I wished to never be in love again.

So the two headed monster,

Wants people to learn love,

And maybe the Boomer generation,

Forgot to teach mine.

About their music.