Madonna,

Below are 2 poetries...

Witch I wrote during my 14 years of struggle...

These 2 are in English instead of Dutch...

And have a bit of quality...

And are not...too personal...

The call

Is the time there now

To make this tough decision.

Knowing that there are

Two different ends at this mission

Can I take those feelings

That will come over me?

And will there also be times

That I can let it go and feel free?

Should I make the call

And put the thing in movement?

Or should I still wait

And put my feelings in the basement?

06-10-2010

Rebecca

Illusion or Reality

Silence

No words, no sounds

No dreams, no hopes

Just silence

Awkward

Painful and sadness

Frightened and empty

Just awkward

Illusions

My life, my identity

My safety, my own

Just illusions

Reality

Lightness and darkness

Goals and mistakes

Just reality

Goals

To reach, to achieve

To give direction and hope

That are goals

Lightness

Something to fight for

Something to earn

That's lightness

Illusions

Pretty, but painful

No change to grow

Just STUCK in Illusions

Reality

Hard, but doable

A change to grow

And PROUD in Reality

21-05-2010

Rebecca

AS YOU CAN SEE...

THE SPIRITUAL PERSON...

WHO ALREADY KNEW...

HOW THE WORLD REALLY IS...

WAS ALREADY INSIDE ME...

MADONNA'S WORDS:

SHINES WITHIN YOU...

REMEMBER THEM...