There are moments when you think it is going great, and then there are those moments when you pull everything together...

When something is going on for 10 years how can you pursuit to stay positive.

When you decide to let it go, and put it aside, there is that feeling that is bouncing back and pulls you back. It feels like getting stuck with your life and you have the feeling you are not getting forward.

It affects most aspects in my life.

The worst thing is getting stuck with mysteries and not getting any answers to a question that is

burning for years now.

Am i that wrong? If so i have tried to let it go but it is keep coming back.

Sometimes i wonder in what kind of stage of evolution were in ? And were is it leading us.

Anyway i just have to carry on....