I've been waning lately and thinking about renewing my Icon membership! Am I nuts? Have I regressed? Am I a glutton for punishment? Am I asking too many questions?

Of all the crap I went through over the years (good and bad), and all the problems associated with a paid membership, why am I contemplating rejoining? I just have lost my mind I think.

So far, I've not rejoined --- I'm trying to concentrate on other things! I still think--well part of me does---it's a waste of money. I should take a visit to ebay!

Waxing and waning, like the moon above

Is it really just Madonna I love?

Do I miss the fans who used to be friends?

Or do I see something else instead?