Ok, I'm glad I have some time off before Monday rolls around again. On Friday I took a certification exam for the the type of work I may be doing in my near future. Well, low and behold four hours later I miserably failed the thing. I was so bogged with information in my head it made me really tired and I still had residual headache from two days prior. I thought I was so prepared. I have been reviewing since mid August. I graduated in June. I am a little disappointed, but I don't want to go cry in a corner. I had a lot of mixed feelings for a couple hours afterwards. I am ok. I can take it again in 45 days and pay the several hundred in fees to re-test, ugh!! I actually really dread it. It now feels like torture to put all that time in again and not know the outcome. I am desperately seeking other employment as my current job is exactly that, a job. It is almost 4am and why am I still up. I think it might because I can get this out in some form and that this particular blog is low traffic. I figure not a lot of people will read this. Thanks if you have. I really don't know what to do with myself in this moment in time, I feel so stupid. I did get to see my 41st b-day last month on the 6th and I graduated college. I feel like I still have not done enough to find that happy place. I guess I will keeping my eye out for that one. LIFE IS FUNNY, BUT THERE IS NEVER ENOUGH TIME TO LAUGH. I said that.