I wanted to draw your attention to the elite gay sportsman Donal Óg Cusack, he plays Hurling , fastest sport in the world , for Cork, in Ireland. He came out in 2009 and continues to play , I think he shares a lot of your attributes self discipline, hard work,constant self improvement and i'd almost go as far as to say you are "cosmic twins!
your quote "I think you can be defiant and rebellious and still be strong and positive" could have been written by him as well.
around his wrist he wears a band on which is stamped “ceannairceach féin smacht”, the Irish (Gaelic) for “rebel self-discipline”.
I think he just might be worth you checking him out & maybe hurling too, the big games with him will be 08 August definitely and 05 September hopefully.
Donal Óg is gorgeous, tall, black hair , sexy voice and eloquent.......
will be worth the effort
im your HUGEST FAN since the 80s