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  1. I recently saw a post on facebook and I read alot of comments where people were saying that they didn't like Rebel Heart, I think that over time people are will change their opinion, I myself always enjoyed the album, the only problem I have that 'addicted' is on the 'super deluxe' version that's one of my favorite songs from the album. The only track that is pointless is Holy Water in my opinion. I always skip it, it's trying way too hard and it makes me roll my eyes. ***CENSORED*** I'm Madonna grew on me. One song that is so good with headphones on is S.E.X. I didn't realize how much I liked the song till later and the final moments of the song and it ending with the door slamming is brilliant!
  2. butch1977

    A Week Ago

    I've been meaning to write a blog about The Celebration Tour, there has just been alot going on and I haven't had the time. Before I get into it I want to mention that today I had a doctor's appointment to discuss my recent labwork and the Dr. told me I had Diabetes so that really sux. Last Monday I saw Madonna at the Forum in Inglewood, my brother went with me and we had an awesome time! Our seats were great and the two chicks sitting next to us were pretty cool. One of them asked me, what time did I think Madonna would hit the stage, and I said 11, So when Madonna hit the stage at 9:30 I was shocked! My brother had a good time and enjoyed himself and I loved it. I was just so happy that I was able to see my favorite artist of all time perform live again. When Madonna went to the hospital on my birthday last summer that was very scary. I've seen Madonna at the Forum for the Reinvention Tour, Confessions, Rebel Heart but this was the first time the Forum had her name in lights and her photos around the building. It was pretty cool. The one thing that I didn't understand was the merch bags, somebody dropped the ball and the cheap plastic bags ended up something I joked about all night. It didn't make any sense that the tour celebrating her 45 year career for the biggest selling female artist of all time, the Queen of Pop who's merch bags have always been top notch that said the name of the tour. Someone on her team needs to get demoted because that was not up to par! I spent the night at my brother's house and the next day he took me past our old house in Carson, I haven't seen that house since we left in 1990 it was so strange. The next part of this blog is sad, last year my brother's good friend, over over 30 years had a stroke and he has been put into hospice. He's always been cool with me and I know my brother has been visiting him and he's been taking it really hard. It was one of the saddest things i've ever experienced. Seeing my brother with his good friend who isn't even able to speak was so hard. It was heartbreaking. I am going to write more about the show. But just thinking about this has really got me feeling sad and I'm gonna finish this later.
  3. 💓 Madonna!

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    Tomorrow!

    So I just transferred the ticket to my brother and we are ready for the Celebration Tour tomorrow in Inglewood! My brother has never seen Madonna and we've went to many concerts before but the Queen of Pop puts on a show like nobody else! I don't even know what I'm gonna wear!
  5. Madonna, Madonna, Madonna!

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    SClub!

    So today is offically the 27th and that means tonight is Sclub! Then this coming Monday is Madonna! My brother is going with me and he's never seen Madonna in concert so he's in for a real treat. Now I'm also done with dealing with those ex friends of mine. I don't have anything else that needs permission of theirs So as far as I see it friendship ran it's course. I was a good true and loyal friend for over 20 years and I was there whenever I was needed, them on the other hand weren't always there, they made promises that they didn't keep and the few favors I asked of them. They didn't help me and left me hanging. I never did that to them. So they are gonna miss having a real friend like me. They can stay friends with all the people they were always talking shit about. Good riddance you bozos
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    Too Racy

    So apparently I was told by 'my friend' that Madonna's tour is 'too racey and that she has 'topless' dancers and she has school. So she's not allowing her daughter to go. Well all I know is that I was going to take her for her birthday. She was never going to let her go. I'm officially done. My brother has already agreed to go so I'm happy about that. I am irritated with her bullshit, she needs to pick a lane. Instead of giving multiple reasons. She first mentioned her having school being the reason, and then, it is too racy, then it's top less dancers, I'm so sick of her and her gaslighting bullshit. Her and her husband are both selfish assholes who only care about themselves.
  8. Madonna Madonna Madonna!

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    February

    I'm glad Valentines Day is over. I kept myself as far as I could from anything that would have made me start to think about things that wouldn't be healthy for me. I think I did an alright job. Now I'm just thinking of how fast the days are gonna go by until SClub on February 27 and then days later is March 4 and Madonna! I've managed to not watch any tour footage online and I still don't know what the exact setlist is. I've seen the new merch added but from what other fans have said I haven't heard or seen any information about a program for the tour. In other news I just have to mention the new Jennylo album and movie that premiered today on amazon, 'this is me... now' It was pretty corny some parts were really over the top. For there to be this whole zodiac theme it was done in a really cheesy way that made me feel stupid in more than one scene. But I will say Beautiful gowns!
  10. So on April 9 the Kim Kardashian Hollywood Game app will be no more. I'm not very happy about that, I'm not the only one who is displeased because someone started an actual petition to keep the game going. I'm not ashamed to say that I signed it and even left made a video comment. There is a thread on reddit with players of the game. There are some diehard fans who have been playing the game for 10 years, I've played the game for on and off for the last 5 years and it's only been the last year that I really got into it. I've made it to the Alist I have a husband and we adopted a child. I named her Britney after Britney Spears of course and I have a bunch of pets and they look really cute. So that the game will no longer be available it's like my family and pets will be getting abandanoned and that's sad. Sure it's a cheesy game and kim kardashian is a whore and all but the game really has grown on me.
  11. I hate winter! Being cold sux!

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    Bozos

    So I just read about those two bozos that are suing Madonna and Livenation. I can just imagine these two queens must be like. This is so ridiculous, I bet they must be really cool to hang out with. LMAO
  13. I have alot on my mind tonight. It's so annoying. First I just need to mention Christmas Eve, It was a couple days before Christmas and my sister tells me that her daughter was speaking to ex friends daughter, and she was talking about christmas eve with my family and how she already had her outfit picked out. So I tried my best to stay calm but i was having some major anxiety. I hadn't seen or spoke to my 'soul sister' and the last message I got from her was very passive aggressive text after I invited her daughter to see Madonna. I called it the day before that her husband my former friend and ' 'producer' wouldn't have the balls to show up. He really is an arrogant prick. So when I saw my 'friend' I said hi and then I burst into tears like a ***CENSORED***. She hugged me and said that she loved me, she also said she was going to text me for sure. (for the record, she hasn't) This whole situation never even needed to happen. Later that evening, i got a text from my 'former producer' and I have no interest in anything he has to say. He has shown his true colors and I have lost all respect for him, I see him as a spineless ***CENSORED*** who only cares about himself. He has proved that by his actions which contradicted everything he said. Before we had talked about not letting grown up people drama get before the kids. It's like really dude you talked all this shit about being mature and acting like he was a good person. Ever since I found out that he gave himself the writer credit on not one of my songs, not two or three but at that time I had over 20 songs. Also don't forget that I helped build his ***CENSORED*** studio. Anyways, both of them had a pretty good friend in me and they will feel like really morons eventually, they both probably already do but they are too selfish to own it. In other news, I went live on onlyfans the other day I went live, I've went live a bunch of times, one of them was deleted because I was talking about jolly rancher candy. Lmao, I'm pretty sure there is no other onlyfan page like mine. Who else goes live and spends alot of time searching for a lighter! lmao Also nobody has ever watched the lives anyways, so when there was somebody watching I didn't know how to handle it really. I've exchanged messages with that person lots of times, but the live had me feeling very shy and I felt really awkward, also my vision is so bad that reading the chat I'm like I can't read it, it's blurry lol First off, let me say again onlyfans doesn't help if the content you create is music. They have no music player on the site, It doesn't even list the songs name it is a generic box and it has the time length. My page is free first and foremost and like I said in the beginning, I created my onlyfans page because I wanted to like Right Cheek from Little Women Atlanta, not because I wanted to make smut videos. Also besides being dull and boring the rules on onlyfans is very strict, certain words aren't allowed.
  14. I'm not sure of any official news but I'm seeing posts on Facebook about the Boston shows getting postponed. It's getting all these fans freaked out.
  15. I Luv blasting S Club!

  16. The day started with me putting up birthday decorations for my nephew's birthday. Well I never really hesitate about writing my blog here at Icon and that has never happened. But like Madonna taught me to express myself. So that I've already talked about how toxic grinder is and how it's not good for my mental health. But that my last blog was about some guy from grinder now my next blog is about a guy from grinder. So before I even continue I'm going get things straight. There were never any nudes exchanged and there was never any sex talk. In text messages my receipts would show that x rated pics were sent. We never spoke on the phone, I've talked about how much I hate talking on the phone I always have. Talking on the phone has always been something that gives me anxiety so the only reason I answered my phone this afternoon was because I had just renewed my medical marijuana at nuggmd, and I was expecting a call from the doctor so I answered the phone and I say hello, It wasn't the doctor but it was some voice I'd never heard before asking if I could give him a ride home from work. I said, "Who is this" and he said "it's J****" So I was really caught off guard and I said oh ok and explained to him that it was my nephew's birthday and we were gonna to sing happy birthday and have cake. I asked him to text me in about a half hour. After I got off the phone I was thinking 'wtf' and I see that while I was on the phone I missed the call from the doctor and he left a voicemail. Then I was informed by my niece that it was silly string time! Silly string at birthday parties is something we take seriously. My nephew turned 22. The day he was born was always a memorable day at the time. Those were the days when I lived with my bestie and my former producer who i called 'bugs bunny' We called ourselves the terrible trio. But that night after we went and visited my sister in the hospital and saw the new baby! That night I was driving and afterwards we were going to get a Christmas tree at target. I had this big white Chrysler New Yorker! I remember I hit the curb in the parking lot and it made a loud sound. Lol But the tree didn't fall off and it was always a good memory. So after the cake I see I have a message. It was the grinder dude asking me about still needing a ride home. I was like wtf, so I also had ordered from Vons and needed to go pick it up. So then the toiletpaper incident happend. I'm not going to discuss the details but my mom and I got into over toiletpaper. So i was like really. this didn't need to happen so I'm headed out to vons and I get a text message and i know the way to vons I'd have to drive down a certain road so I said I could give him a ride home. There was no previous wierd shit, I know that he had been in prison I don't know the details but i didn't want to judge him cuz that would have not have been cool. So I say to him ok, tell me which way to turn. So I go left and he asked if I had a phone charger and I took mine out and let him charge his phone. He asks if I could pull over so he could reach someone from his house who could open the gate, It was very uncomfortable and this 'big family' of his and nobody was responding to him, so after about 30 minutes I decided to go pick up the order from Vons and hopefully go drop this guy off cuz i was getting the creeps. So it's almost like 7 pm and it's dark and the creep factor was unreal. I said I need to get home so i'm gonna take you to your home. So i'm heading out and he tells me to turn left on a street was coming up. So I turn down this road and then I just felt sick, it was a ***CENSORED*** dead end street and I was like wtf this is bad. He's just sitting there and keeps looking at his phone and not saying anything. I wanted him out of my car I said what is this as calmly as I could because i was scared of this guy going off. I was too scared to do it but I wanted to just physically throw him out the car but the fear i was feeling was real. He's sitting there smirking and not saying anything. So I pulled into a liquor store where people were around it it was lit up. I said "You're ride ends here" and told him to get out of the car. As he was getting out of the car he was mumbling something but i couldn't make it out. I was so glad he just got out and left. It was so strange. I just wanted to be at home. to to be continued i'll finish this tomorrow
  17. So as much as I feel like a douche for using grinder but I'm gonna share a story. About 2 or 3 years ago I spoke to this dude on there plenty of times. We flirted but had never met eachother. Then I didn't see him online for a couple years and a few months ago, he appeared online and we started to chat. He's a cute guy, and he never said anything that was strange or creepy. So we met in the end of October, It's no secret how lonely I've been and i've really needed and wanted someone to talk to. When we were getting acquainted, we were talking about our zodiac signs and he said I was his perfect match. He said my sign Cancer avoids all red flags and at the moment I didn't really think about it or take offense at it. We made out and fooled around. I was enjoying his company, There's alot that I'm not going to get deep into but when the time was coming for me to leave and when I said I needed to leave he started trying to make me feel bad and started to talk nonsense saying things and assuming shit. I was taken aback. I told him that he was wasn't correct. But when I made it clear I needed to leave he started acting like a ***CENSORED*** and this really turned me off and I didn't think it was cute anymore. So after I left on my way home I was thinking, that was strange and the red flag comment was going through my head. Then I was replaying moments that were clearly red flags and I was realized that he showed me quite a few red flags during the time we spent together. And all of the red flags that I experienced were a little concerning to me. With that being said, I thought it would be of my best interest to cut it right there and I chose to take those red flags as warnings and stop anything before it went anywhere else. He made it clear that he wanted a boyfriend, and the last time I ignored red flags I ended up in a 16 year vicious cycle of bullshit. So I've stayed off grinder and I have been laying low and have been spending time with my cats and playing with my furbies! Lmao
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    SClub!

    So right now I'm blasting Sclub! I got tickets to see them in Los Angeles in February, My sister is going to go with me. She wasn't familiar with Sclub, I sent her the video for Sclub Party! I use to watch the tv show. It was so hokey. I've been blasting them alot lately, I've been fighting off the blues and Sclub is a good weapon to use. The song Reach is really positive and makes me feel good when I listen to it. The television show was a fun and hokey show. The concert is the 25 year reunion! A few weeks ago I saw someone on facebook leave a comment on a post about Madonna's set being so massive and that the and it being disassembled for because Sclub was having show, and someone made a rude remark about Sclub being nobody and I did see some people who liked Sclub! So that was pretty cool to see. I'd like to go see Enrique Iglesias to here how he sounds like Elmo but tickets are over 100 I'd be willing to spend $20 for that lmao. I also really would like to see MC at the Hollywood bowl doing her Christmas show, The Elusive Chanteuse! I saw the Adventures of Mimi Tour I actually called it the 'Misadventures of Mimi Tour' She did a bunch of medley's and I'm not a fan of medley's, if it's an award show or festival that's ok but I'd rather not. I still have not watched any of the Celebration Tour videos I've seen posted. I've seen some youtube videos where some have uploaded the full tour. I have seen images but I've avoided reading much. I've seen the images where Madonna is holding a big card with numbers but I don't know the details.
  19. So 25 years ago today Britney Spears released her first single! And tomorrow her book comes out! Also my song 'Flameburger' is going to be released again! Today I my Confessions on a Dancefloor record arrived in the mail, it's really beautiful, on the weekend I got my Glory record. That is the first Britney record that I have. In other news, those fake friends that I have mentioned pulled another cowardly act, my niece was visiting and she sent their daughter a text because they are friends. They didn't even have the decency to come to the front door and when she left it must have all been arranged by text message. After this bullshit, I posted to my social media without naming them but to anyone who knows me will know who the post is about. These two schmucks have got to be the most selfish people I have ever known. My ex producer is such an arrogant prick and his wife is a gaslighting ***CENSORED***. I regret taking both of those assholes to see Madonna in concert. Now it makes perfect sense that in my phone she is listed as Jamie Lynn. These two think really highly of themselves and they are nothing but fake frauds.
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    Sad

    I had a dentist appointment today. Going to the dentist is no fun. But I guess it's better than going to the hospital. I have another appointment on Halloween to get the final crown. It's been two years almost since my appendix ruptured and all that pain. I've been feeling down and kind of sad. Then the whole deal with my 'friend/producer' He really threw me under the bus and this being one of the biggest betrayals and stabs in the back that I've ever felt. After over 25 years of being a friend and someone that I actually trusted and seeing on musixmatch how he has been putting new music out constantly all year long and I was basically ignored and treated like I didn't exist with multiple bands. And how could I forget the text message from my 'bestie' with it's really negative and passive aggressive vibes. After all the help and support I've given them for 25 years and to be treated like this. Selfish people really do suck, selfish and arrogant people are real assholes too. So I'm trying to not get too sad and think about The Celebration Tour being something cool that I could think about.
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    Yikes

    I just read an article 'Madonna fans rage after concert cut short' So I guess on Sunday night, due to the curfew laws that the tour abruptly ended. That is one good thing about living in California, there is no curfew. Of the 9 times I've seen Madonna, she's always been late, I think most of the time she has hit the stage well after 10 pm, It's never bothered me, it would be cool if she would appear earlier, but all good things come to those who wait. But when there is a curfew involved, that kind of changes things. Honestly if I was there, I think I would be pretty irritated because it's no secret about the curfew. So those fans really did get screwed over. After being so excited and looking forward to this tour and then not being able to see it in it's entirety. I know there are more dates at the 02 and I hope that I don't see anymore stories like this. After reading the story, now I know that the show ends with Celebration. I hope it's not the remix of Celebration, I prefer the original version. But I know my show won't get cut off. Now I also know that 'Rain' is performed. I'm still avoiding all spoilers as much as possible.
  22. So I just read that Suzanne Somers died. I actually had a thighmaster. I also just got really sad and cried earlier today. So since it is now officially 'Celebration tour' mode I always avoid watching because I don't want any spoilers. I've caught glances of the stage and outfits, but so far I have not learned of a the set list. I'm gathering she does Billie Jean, I'm getting goosebumps. However it's gonna be hard to stay in the dark till March.
  23. It was 11 years ago tonight that I went to the MDNA Tour at the Staples Center. My facebook page had it in the memories today along with videos and photos I had posted. It was the worst seats I've ever had, we were practically behind the stage. From my seat I could see members of the crew and people working behind the stage. It was terrible seats also, most of the time after a concert your ears are kind of plugged. I remember that not being an issue but what I do remember was that the vibration from the sound had me feeling more nauseous than anything. I got those awful seats from stubhub, there were actually even more seats that were worse than mine and they were all occupied. Obstructed views are one thing but being able to see the stage crew hanging on pulley's and other things was ridiculous. It should be against the law to sell seats that bad. That is one good thing I know for sure that my seats for the celebration tour aren't an obstructed view they are in the first row of the section I am in and it's from a front view of the stage not the side. I remember being excited when about the MDNA dvd coming out because my view at the actual concert was shit. But the botched DVD, I put it on and it before Madonna even appeared the picture pixelated and froze up, I returned it to Amazon and the replacement did the same thing. Then Amazon refunded my money and said it was no longer available, So after trying to purchase it and not being able to that was when I illegally downloaded it. What other choice did I have. I still believe that it was sabotage, because after all the years of buying Madonna merchandise, I never had a problem with anything not playing or not working. Also where the dvd started to pixelate was very suspicious, it was right when Madonna was going to be seen. Who knows I could be reaching for straws but that is just what I thought. That was before I owned a blu ray player but I remember there were people having issues with the sound on the blu ray as well. Also at the Mdna tour they ran out of tour programs, how the hell do you run out of programs at a show in Los Angeles? When I went to see Madame X, I got the poster and it ended up with a big crease in it because they 'didn't have rubber bands' That really didn't bother me because I saw the crease as evidence and a memory of a great show, but still a rubber band would have helped because the poster was thick paper and it didn't really stay rolled up it kept unrolling itself. I do prefer to buy the programs online after and have it mailed because then it's not damaged.
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